waiting 4 the next day =)

masa berlalu dgn pantas.....sedar x dah nak abis tahun ni.....byk perkara yg aku belajar...

aku masih meneruskan idup ni wlpun kadang kala agak pahit dugaan yg terpaksa aku lalui....

tp aku tetap terus berdiri dan terus menceriakan org2 yg aku sayang.....

tanpa mereka aku x mampu berdiri sorang diri....

hurmmmm 4get it the past build a new life.....

waiting 1 day all my dreams will comes true with full of happiness...hope so =)

idup ni mcm roda kadang kita kat atas dan kadang kita kat bawah....

no matter wat life has 2 go on.....

~hope the day i waiting 4 will b soon~

new life new destiny =)

ermm btw dah lama x post blog ni....too busy....kepada si dia selamat pengantin baru...may god bless u...semoga u dapat apa yg u nak....jagalah dia sebaik mungkin....

jgn ulangi kesilapan yg sama cuba utk jd lebih baik dr sebelumnya....

amin....

aku masih mcm ni lagi.....dgn idup yg lebih sempurna tanpa dia dan lebih bahagia di samping kwn2 yg byk support i...thnks guyz...such a wonderfull ting tat i had be4......btw x byk yg leh aku citerkan skrg kerana idup aku penuh dgn aktiviti yg blh buat aku realize dunia sebenar.....pengalaman lama betul2 mengajar aku erti sebenar kehidupan dan buat aku lebih tabah....

a dammmm konvokesyen ='(

btw yesterday was my konvokesyen day...

hurmmm notink intresting there bcoz my mood ar already down 1 day b4

 (after i read the text from some1)...

actaully x byk masa tat i spent wif my fwens.....

to all my fwens im so sorry coz pas jer konvo i terus b'tolak blk...

belum i sampai high way lg all my fwens kol tanya ada mana....

{so sorry guys ='( }

actually mmg i plan nak spent all my time there wif u guys but

siyesly i ckp mmg x der mood langsung.....

if i spent time wif u guys pown takut kowg terasa lak coz i tgh x der mood....

hurmmm im so sad yestereday...i dont know y???
every1 ar appy wif their family and lover celebrate the day.....
but i dont feel so.....

sdgkan yesterday is my day....the day tat i dream b4......the day 2 celebrate wif every1 tat support me b4...

without him im been notink!!!even im u ar far away from me....
at least i have sometink to memories when we been 2gether b4...
oh godddd.......

plss give me a strength to carry out my life till the end of my life....

e.m.p.t..y

sometimes i feel tat im too lonely, too sad, too disappointed and bla...bla....

-no place to share what im feel about

-no place to show my love and share my love

-no place to share what im tink about

-no place to b loveing as others

-no place to story and share my day

y all tis should b happen 2 me????

im keeping asking my self...is it im not too gud?

hurmmm i tough i do all my best to b a gud listener to others...

but y im cant have a gud listener????

hurmmmm even now i have a fwens tat owez support me but im still feel tat im alone...

where should i find luv to full fill all my life....hurmm yes i have him right now...

but i dont tink so it will bring me a appy ending in future.....

im here wif my way and same goes to him....

what a such bad moments tat ever i had b4!!!!

nEw faMily iN iMC

 

sim & pak rahman......pewiiittttttt =p

shalu dok bebel per tah.... (lalalala)

 adehz meja pjg sgt so x nampak la muka i yg gojes..... (perasan seketika)

last weekends bos belanja all of staff ikan bakar kat 'hammer bay'

ermmm yummmy....yummmyyy.....

mmg ari 2 sume mkn x ingt dunia la (termasuk i)....lalalala

actually seens 1 months i dgn diaowg mmg i appy 2 work with all of them....

they very supportive and loveing.....

even sallary ckt tp im happy 2 work there.....

thnks mr.uu =P

 kalau blh pose diaowg ni!!!!

pose maut lak...... =)

a day in hard rock cafe =)

* mmg gempaq ar band ni mlm valentime 2 * 


last night weekend i kuar dgn am.....actually we plan hang out jew....
x sangka suddenly kawn2 dia nak 2run penang and spent their night at penang....
mula2 kita owg just jln2 kat night market, bt.frnggi jew
then, lepak kat sunset bistro g wat gedik snap...snap foto....
(maklumlah am dtg bw camera dia yg gojez 2)
x kan aku nak tgk jew kowt......hehehe.....
wak2 2 kitaowg 2ggu kwn2 am yg dok on the way berjam2 tp x sampai2 g....
menangis gak la bontot i 2ggu diaowg nya otw kan....

then bout 12 o'clock kowt br kwn2 dia sampai and kitaowg dah standby dah...
hahaha...xcited lebih kan.....
tgh dok terkenjet2 2 am jumpa kwn lama dia (sony).....
wahaha dia ajak join dia sekali...mmg besh la kan....(msk free)
wlaupun mlm 2 sesak tp still enjoy gila mlm 2 coz the band kowt.....tink so!
tp siyesly ckp mmg gempaq la band 2 mlm 2....
mmg terbaik la =p

dok wat gojez lak dah...huhu =p

 haha am nyibuk jap....(jgn marah)  ------>

wat a bad day in thaipusam =(

hurmm x tau mcm mana nak mulakan....

buts it really my bad day.....i cant accept it!!!

ermm mcm mana arr nak mulakan =/

k, citernya bermula pas aku blk keje ptg kemarin.....

then straightly i g queensbay fetch my fwens there......

then i ajak dia g mkn kat gurney drive mkn passembor lg pun dia tingin gak nak mkn laksa....

kita owg pun mkn la kat gurney 2 sampai la bf dia dtg ambik dia....

then per lg i blk sowg la......

k nak dijadikan citer i nak cpt sgt....then i try to find shortcut....

suddenly i salah jalan lak then i stuck kat tempat owg india dok thaipusam....

oh god!!!tuhan jer tau mcm mana perasaan i.....

i totally cant control my self......

diaowg marah gila kat i then diaowg ketuk pintu and tingkap i....

but thnks god lastly i'll be send one india guy tat help me out from there.....

thnks a lot raj....u save my life....really appricate it...

x tau nak ckp mcm mana perasaan i waktu 2.....

im totally fobia right now.....

i still x leh nak tgk owg indian.....im trying 2 bring back my spirit right now.....

pls pray 4 me guys......