Friday, November 27, 2009

dedicate it 4 u....

Posted by eMma at 2:58 AM 1 comments

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road

Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone


Monday, November 23, 2009

i hate to feel this!!!!!!!

Posted by eMma at 12:23 AM 1 comments
y should i have to remember him?????its really make me hurt...i'll try my best to change the way i am but it dont mean nothing at all to everyone arround me.....y else should i do???y did everyone arround me can get the happiest easier they are but u it could happen to me so?

i'll try to go far away from they and try to start a new life but suddenly i dont know y it make me hurt back....did i in a wrong?did the dicision tat i make will make me fall.....aku confiuse dgn diri aku sendiri....aku x tau nak decide anythng.....semua nya kerana aku sendiri yg msh takut dengan bayang2 sendiri...

aku rindu kan zaman aku dahulu....idup tanpa sebarang masalah dan konflik dlm diri...semuanya buat aku enjoy this life a lot.....i really need someone tat can stand beside me all the way but i dont know how is it??pls god...give me strength to go on my life....

lawatan ke ladang come-beng

Posted by eMma at 12:13 AM 0 comments

yey there was lot of xperience going there!!!very fun to spend one whole day there(should b post last night but suddenly im going to watching movie 2012)hehe......ermm byk yg aku bljr kat sana....dari penjagaan anak ke induk kambing...its give me more knowledge.....it was fun...

early morning kami tgk mcm mana nak buat EM(baja organik)....then lawat kandang kambing....waktu 2 aku dibenarkan beri anak kambing minum susu....cute sgt....then aku diberi peluang untuk suntik vitamin kat kambing,perah susu kambing and many more....aku x kan lupa semua pengalaman ni.....

kwn2 yg supportive thanks erkkkk.....its was very fun to spend time wif u guys....segala kenangan kita bersama x kan dilupakan.....insyllh semoga dgn kursus yg aku sertai ni akan membawa hasil kelak.....

Saturday, November 21, 2009

gLobaL pEace caMpaigN.....

Posted by eMma at 1:52 AM 0 comments
gelagat bdk2 DSK 4.....

the even had be held on 19 November 2009 on 8.00p.m.....the venue is Dewan Besar Harumanis, PTSS......

alhamdullillah akhirnya selesai gak our final project for generic skill.....its really meaningfull 4 our classes coz there was very hard for us to make our lecturer dream comes true...lastly we done it....e
ven on the first there was too many technical problem until half of the classes stress and crying but we show it to all tat we can do it....congrates to u all guys....

segala suka duka kita sepanjang menjayakan program ini x kan dapat dilupakan...there was many xperience tat we guys pick to handleing the program...there was very tough 4 me....i became migrain,fever,flu,caught and others just becoz too stress....

p/s:thanks a lot 4 JRV student yg sudi membantu xpecially naim,mus,sham,zam and others.....x lupa juga kepada hanie,amoi(sorry coz i dont know ur name) and elynn ngot nget...luv u guys coz always behing me to support our program.....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

wish u APPy BESDAy

Posted by eMma at 1:24 PM 0 comments

wish u appy besday for 24th....semoga di panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki....may god bless u.....amin.....so sorry coz i cant be besides u for this year....hope tat u dream comes true....try to be the best among the best i know u can do it....u are such hardworking person so it was not possible 4 u to be the best.....

p/s:sorry just send u a text 4 the wishes...no more surprise 4 tis year and no more any card or celebration.....sorry.....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

mama im sick...

Posted by eMma at 11:06 PM 0 comments
impact of stress last night today i getting worse with fever, flu, caught and migrain last night....fuh im to stress with all of this....hope tat i can get well soon bcoz there was many work waiting 4 me here....its really hard to handle tis kind of task....

but suddenly last night he give me and advice...i never xpect tat he will pick up my phone....thanks coz willing to hear it last night....after i deserve to share with him all my sadness automatically im become normal back as usuall....im stop crying and worried about what had been happen to me before(calling from lec tat cant understand thier students situation)....i dont know y??

mama miss u so much...this sickness make me feel to go back there but what else i can do becoz i have to attend 'kursus ternakan kambing'....hmm hope tat im getting better soon...amin....

p/s:thanks dala & asyraf for ur concern to me....i'll take the medicine....promise ur guys....

Friday, November 13, 2009

im going give up....

Posted by eMma at 11:56 PM 0 comments
stress!!!stress!!!this months is a worse months for me...too many assgmnt, task and problem came into my life that make me stress....hmm...i'll try my best to take it in positive way but suddenly i can't handle my emotion....so my migrain become tough.....theres was personal problem then plus with my final project task make me stress........

hmm its really hard to work with this kind of people tat always want to be the right.....i'll try my best to carry out my task but still cant make others statisfied.....ada juga pendidik yg x blh nak memahami student....owh god bg la kekuatan utk aku teruskan sisa-sisa terakhir di poli ni...

i need someone in this situation....usually if im in trouble or fell down he always besides me...but now i have to stand alone...im really miss him so much.....but what else that i can xpect from him...let begone will begone....

p/s: thanks 4 being besides me before...even now u are far away my pray is always with u....i know u such a good guys but sometimes u are little bit 'ego'.....hope tat u will happy....

menanti PINTU yang tertutup......

Posted by eMma at 1:12 PM 0 comments
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telah pun dibukakan untuk kita sedia ternanti di hadapan kita. Sehingga pada satu ketika pintu yang terbuka itu tertutup barulah kita tersedar dari mimpi yang telah membuai kita sebelum ini dan di ketika itu lah baru kita sedar dan terjaga dari fantasi.

"Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Kebahagiaan tidak boleh dikecapi dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam. Tetapi untuk melupakannya mengambil masa yang lama dan ketabahaan yang tinggi".

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, and hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

sorry for making u hurt......

Posted by eMma at 9:02 PM 0 comments

im so sorry if i had hurting u....i really dont mean it....just wanna u to let me go...i just wanna see u happy wif others girls tat can be good to u.....u deserve to get better then me.....so sorry coz im asking u to let me go last night....i really dont mean it to make u worried one whole day until u cant sleep....so sorry dear.....i'll do it for u and me so tat in future we will not getng hurt anymore....its to early for us, better we know each others first as a friends...there was long way to go among us....i knew it u are such a good enough for me....im so so so sorry.....hope tat my apologize will be accepted....

"thanks 4 ur careing,4 ur concern and 4 all ur love to me..."

Saturday, November 7, 2009

negeri 9 V.S kelantan

Posted by eMma at 11:11 PM 0 comments
fuhh wat a hot game between kelantan and negeri9....kelantan dapat pecahkan 'telur' melalui tendangan penalti dari indra putra...hmm aku tertarik sgt dengan skill dan trick dia untuk memboloskan bola dari pihak lawan....hrmm him quite a good player among others on team.....tapi incident yang aku paling benci adalah 'protes' dari penyokong2....aku x faham kenapa dalam dunia yang makin maju sekarang ni masih ada manusia lagi yang bertindak tanpa menggunakan akal fikiran.....hmmm pemain yang main teruk2 korang yang lebih....eh hello wake-up plzzzzzzzzzz!!!!players ok jer kowg melebih.....

tapi apa pun negeri9 menang....yey!3-1 la....good job....last zaquan adha yg sumbangkan gol terakhir utk team negeri9 melalui sepakan penalti...good job man!!!!apa2 pun back to basic la....penyokong2 should give them support bkn la menambahkan lagi masalah during the game....

p/s: belajar la menerima kekalahan seadanya....bukan semua yang kita nak akan dapat....bukan semua yang kita target akan tercapai...kita sebagai manusia harus belajar menerima dengan hati yang redha.....

stressfull week!!!!!!!

Posted by eMma at 1:53 AM 0 comments

there was too many assgmnt, too many mini project and too many personal matter tat make me stress full.........im trying to run away from felling bad as tis but no matter what the problem is love to come near to me and keeping follow me thru.......hrmmm i dont know what else should i do 2 run away from tis situation........i hate him so much.....he really make me hurt...i dont know y should he doing tis to me....hope tat u will statisfied with what u done!!!keep it up!!!!!

there was 3 weeks to go before final...so there's a lot of work tat i have to done and one more final project to go before i done my dip tis disember (hope so).....hope tat the last final project will be successfull.....and U???i will throw away u out of my mind!!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

biar KESAKITAN terus menghantui ku.........

Posted by eMma at 12:50 AM 0 comments
kata orang biarlah kesakitan itu berlalu dan pergi meninggalkan kita....cuba bina kebahagiaan dari kesakitan yang lalu.....but 4 me its not true.....sometimes i'll try to start a new life with no more painfull....tp kadang kala apa yang kita inginkan x dapat....not our plan will be success as we expect b efore....biar la kesakitan demi kesakitan terus menemani hidup2 aku sepanjan perjalanan aku asalkan kesakitan ini dapat membahagiakan orang lain....

setiap kesakitan pasti terubat cuma masa yang akan mengubatinya....so 4 me let it flow and i know one day i'll get the happiest.....aku cuba mulakan hidup baru dengan babak kehidupan yang baru tp aku masih takut dengan bayang2 aku sendiri...adakah kesakitan yang lama menghantui aku....so aku cuba berfikir in postive way to wake up and keeping moveing.....adakan babak baru ini akan memberi sinar kebahagiaan in future???aku sendiri x der jawapannya....

Friday, November 27, 2009

dedicate it 4 u....

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road

Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone


Monday, November 23, 2009

i hate to feel this!!!!!!!

y should i have to remember him?????its really make me hurt...i'll try my best to change the way i am but it dont mean nothing at all to everyone arround me.....y else should i do???y did everyone arround me can get the happiest easier they are but u it could happen to me so?

i'll try to go far away from they and try to start a new life but suddenly i dont know y it make me hurt back....did i in a wrong?did the dicision tat i make will make me fall.....aku confiuse dgn diri aku sendiri....aku x tau nak decide anythng.....semua nya kerana aku sendiri yg msh takut dengan bayang2 sendiri...

aku rindu kan zaman aku dahulu....idup tanpa sebarang masalah dan konflik dlm diri...semuanya buat aku enjoy this life a lot.....i really need someone tat can stand beside me all the way but i dont know how is it??pls god...give me strength to go on my life....

lawatan ke ladang come-beng


yey there was lot of xperience going there!!!very fun to spend one whole day there(should b post last night but suddenly im going to watching movie 2012)hehe......ermm byk yg aku bljr kat sana....dari penjagaan anak ke induk kambing...its give me more knowledge.....it was fun...

early morning kami tgk mcm mana nak buat EM(baja organik)....then lawat kandang kambing....waktu 2 aku dibenarkan beri anak kambing minum susu....cute sgt....then aku diberi peluang untuk suntik vitamin kat kambing,perah susu kambing and many more....aku x kan lupa semua pengalaman ni.....

kwn2 yg supportive thanks erkkkk.....its was very fun to spend time wif u guys....segala kenangan kita bersama x kan dilupakan.....insyllh semoga dgn kursus yg aku sertai ni akan membawa hasil kelak.....

Saturday, November 21, 2009

gLobaL pEace caMpaigN.....

gelagat bdk2 DSK 4.....

the even had be held on 19 November 2009 on 8.00p.m.....the venue is Dewan Besar Harumanis, PTSS......

alhamdullillah akhirnya selesai gak our final project for generic skill.....its really meaningfull 4 our classes coz there was very hard for us to make our lecturer dream comes true...lastly we done it....e
ven on the first there was too many technical problem until half of the classes stress and crying but we show it to all tat we can do it....congrates to u all guys....

segala suka duka kita sepanjang menjayakan program ini x kan dapat dilupakan...there was many xperience tat we guys pick to handleing the program...there was very tough 4 me....i became migrain,fever,flu,caught and others just becoz too stress....

p/s:thanks a lot 4 JRV student yg sudi membantu xpecially naim,mus,sham,zam and others.....x lupa juga kepada hanie,amoi(sorry coz i dont know ur name) and elynn ngot nget...luv u guys coz always behing me to support our program.....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

wish u APPy BESDAy


wish u appy besday for 24th....semoga di panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki....may god bless u.....amin.....so sorry coz i cant be besides u for this year....hope tat u dream comes true....try to be the best among the best i know u can do it....u are such hardworking person so it was not possible 4 u to be the best.....

p/s:sorry just send u a text 4 the wishes...no more surprise 4 tis year and no more any card or celebration.....sorry.....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

mama im sick...

impact of stress last night today i getting worse with fever, flu, caught and migrain last night....fuh im to stress with all of this....hope tat i can get well soon bcoz there was many work waiting 4 me here....its really hard to handle tis kind of task....

but suddenly last night he give me and advice...i never xpect tat he will pick up my phone....thanks coz willing to hear it last night....after i deserve to share with him all my sadness automatically im become normal back as usuall....im stop crying and worried about what had been happen to me before(calling from lec tat cant understand thier students situation)....i dont know y??

mama miss u so much...this sickness make me feel to go back there but what else i can do becoz i have to attend 'kursus ternakan kambing'....hmm hope tat im getting better soon...amin....

p/s:thanks dala & asyraf for ur concern to me....i'll take the medicine....promise ur guys....

Friday, November 13, 2009

im going give up....

stress!!!stress!!!this months is a worse months for me...too many assgmnt, task and problem came into my life that make me stress....hmm...i'll try my best to take it in positive way but suddenly i can't handle my emotion....so my migrain become tough.....theres was personal problem then plus with my final project task make me stress........

hmm its really hard to work with this kind of people tat always want to be the right.....i'll try my best to carry out my task but still cant make others statisfied.....ada juga pendidik yg x blh nak memahami student....owh god bg la kekuatan utk aku teruskan sisa-sisa terakhir di poli ni...

i need someone in this situation....usually if im in trouble or fell down he always besides me...but now i have to stand alone...im really miss him so much.....but what else that i can xpect from him...let begone will begone....

p/s: thanks 4 being besides me before...even now u are far away my pray is always with u....i know u such a good guys but sometimes u are little bit 'ego'.....hope tat u will happy....

menanti PINTU yang tertutup......

Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telah pun dibukakan untuk kita sedia ternanti di hadapan kita. Sehingga pada satu ketika pintu yang terbuka itu tertutup barulah kita tersedar dari mimpi yang telah membuai kita sebelum ini dan di ketika itu lah baru kita sedar dan terjaga dari fantasi.

"Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Kebahagiaan tidak boleh dikecapi dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam. Tetapi untuk melupakannya mengambil masa yang lama dan ketabahaan yang tinggi".

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, and hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

sorry for making u hurt......


im so sorry if i had hurting u....i really dont mean it....just wanna u to let me go...i just wanna see u happy wif others girls tat can be good to u.....u deserve to get better then me.....so sorry coz im asking u to let me go last night....i really dont mean it to make u worried one whole day until u cant sleep....so sorry dear.....i'll do it for u and me so tat in future we will not getng hurt anymore....its to early for us, better we know each others first as a friends...there was long way to go among us....i knew it u are such a good enough for me....im so so so sorry.....hope tat my apologize will be accepted....

"thanks 4 ur careing,4 ur concern and 4 all ur love to me..."

Saturday, November 7, 2009

negeri 9 V.S kelantan

fuhh wat a hot game between kelantan and negeri9....kelantan dapat pecahkan 'telur' melalui tendangan penalti dari indra putra...hmm aku tertarik sgt dengan skill dan trick dia untuk memboloskan bola dari pihak lawan....hrmm him quite a good player among others on team.....tapi incident yang aku paling benci adalah 'protes' dari penyokong2....aku x faham kenapa dalam dunia yang makin maju sekarang ni masih ada manusia lagi yang bertindak tanpa menggunakan akal fikiran.....hmmm pemain yang main teruk2 korang yang lebih....eh hello wake-up plzzzzzzzzzz!!!!players ok jer kowg melebih.....

tapi apa pun negeri9 menang....yey!3-1 la....good job....last zaquan adha yg sumbangkan gol terakhir utk team negeri9 melalui sepakan penalti...good job man!!!!apa2 pun back to basic la....penyokong2 should give them support bkn la menambahkan lagi masalah during the game....

p/s: belajar la menerima kekalahan seadanya....bukan semua yang kita nak akan dapat....bukan semua yang kita target akan tercapai...kita sebagai manusia harus belajar menerima dengan hati yang redha.....

stressfull week!!!!!!!


there was too many assgmnt, too many mini project and too many personal matter tat make me stress full.........im trying to run away from felling bad as tis but no matter what the problem is love to come near to me and keeping follow me thru.......hrmmm i dont know what else should i do 2 run away from tis situation........i hate him so much.....he really make me hurt...i dont know y should he doing tis to me....hope tat u will statisfied with what u done!!!keep it up!!!!!

there was 3 weeks to go before final...so there's a lot of work tat i have to done and one more final project to go before i done my dip tis disember (hope so).....hope tat the last final project will be successfull.....and U???i will throw away u out of my mind!!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

biar KESAKITAN terus menghantui ku.........

kata orang biarlah kesakitan itu berlalu dan pergi meninggalkan kita....cuba bina kebahagiaan dari kesakitan yang lalu.....but 4 me its not true.....sometimes i'll try to start a new life with no more painfull....tp kadang kala apa yang kita inginkan x dapat....not our plan will be success as we expect b efore....biar la kesakitan demi kesakitan terus menemani hidup2 aku sepanjan perjalanan aku asalkan kesakitan ini dapat membahagiakan orang lain....

setiap kesakitan pasti terubat cuma masa yang akan mengubatinya....so 4 me let it flow and i know one day i'll get the happiest.....aku cuba mulakan hidup baru dengan babak kehidupan yang baru tp aku masih takut dengan bayang2 aku sendiri...adakah kesakitan yang lama menghantui aku....so aku cuba berfikir in postive way to wake up and keeping moveing.....adakan babak baru ini akan memberi sinar kebahagiaan in future???aku sendiri x der jawapannya....
 

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