Friday, December 25, 2009

“The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love.”

Posted by eMma at 11:35 PM 1 comments
onestly i really disagree with this statement even everyone say its true!!!!
bcoz in my real life it was doesnt show me it was true....

ok lets say friendship...huhu 101% i disagree...
where is it all fwens if we are in trouble or haveing a prblms????
did they will sincerely stand besides us???
normally no.....is it???

LOVE.....
if we fine a truely love it's mayb will give a happinest.....
but normally we were be hurting first before we get the truely love....
so i dont tink so tat it will give us therapy but it were give us more pressure!!!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

it's really gojezzzzz!!!;))

Posted by eMma at 1:45 AM 4 comments


hot babe's!!!!owh god....today is shopping mood comes...
actually at the first im just hang out with my fwens....its about 2 months i dint shopping at all....
then my shopaholic skill comes back.....
the blck heels is really gojez!!!suddenly i bought the white before so no more budget 4 the black heels...
so sad ;(

but i satisfied with my new white heels so....
there lot of feedback tat i get from my lovely fwens tat say the white heels is more funky....
haha......im so glad to hear so....hehe....(ilang rasa frust)
  ;))

p/s:  i'll catch u soon gojez heels....huhu.....

Friday, December 18, 2009

mIss u damm much....

Posted by eMma at 7:54 AM 1 comments



miss u dammm....dammmm....much.....hurmm mmg susah utk kita lupakan sessuatu yg indah yg telah kita lalui bersama,....but by hook or by crook i have to be stronggggg.....
i never ever cant turn the time so i have to realize it.....

sila jgn menyampah bc blog i ni.....
ni jer yg terubuku kat hati i skrg ni.....
i tau u all mesti anggap again and again i post benda yg sama.....
tp ini la hakikatnya.......


"MANUSIA TIDAK AKAN MENGHARAGAI APA YG ADA DIHADAPAN MEREKA
PABILA IA TELAH TIADA BARULAH TERCARI-CARI DAN MENGHARGAI"

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

memaafkan buat aku rasa tenang.....

Posted by eMma at 2:22 AM 1 comments
noting else tat i can say...forgiveing others really make me fell free and more appy than before...bagi aku allah 2 maha besar...owg yg bt salah dgn aku sendiri yg send me text minx maaf...dia sendiri yg sedar akan kesilapan dia sehingga menyebabkan aku dibenci oleh sesorng....bagi aku simple jer....what u give u get back...so tats y aku lebih suka berdiamkan diri....lastly we were know who in the right place....is it???

apa yg u guys kata kat i...i accept it becoz i know who i am...im not too good 4 ur guys is it???so i let u guys keeping say everyting till u guys statisfied.....first of all i nak u guys tau yg i x pernah rasa i betul...i just nak tell the thru so its up 2 u guys nak kata i apa pun....for me the most important things is god!!!Allah tau maksud i....so u guys pandai2 la nilai sendiri.....thanks 4 evrythng.....;))

Soalan tersendu
Balas hampa bisu
Tuhan, tunjuk sesuatu
Apa dia yang satu itu...

Tunjukkan aku..
Tunjukkan aku..

Apa bisa ku cinta
Kamu seperti mana
Aku dicinta kamu
Aku dijaga kamu

Atau kamu terlalu
Indah buat diriku
bidadari diriku
aku pun tak menahu..

Monday, December 14, 2009

love u guys damm much ; -))

Posted by eMma at 11:29 PM 3 comments

LOVE U GUYS.......


hurmm i hate to feel tis...miss u so much lynn kenjet....first fy tinggal kan i then u....so sad even we just know about 2 months but there was a lot of our memories.....kenjettttt i miss u so much.....u the one make me happy if my past memories comes thru on my mind....but starting to day there was no more laughing from u...no more smile from u...no more ur mumbling to hear so....i miss every moment wif u....take a good care...love u....muahhh....muahhh....


p/s:pls dont 4get our every singgle moment....tlg tgk video klip kita nyanyi sama2 and jgn lupa dgr lagu teman sejati yg i dedicate to u....

never ever 4 get me.....owe remembers tat i will always love u and miss our memories together.....pls call me time to time(hehe..... ;p)


The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

I love you.
I will always love you.



Sunday, December 13, 2009

don't judge the book by its cover!!!

Posted by eMma at 3:34 AM 1 comments


truely at the first time we know each other i thought u are a kind person tat can feel what im feeling about....i thought u can always be besides me...i thought u sincerely wanna be with me becoz u dont want to look me going fell and keeping give-up....i thought u honestly help me and accept me as a good freinds tat can always be with me no matter what....that can give me ur shoulder if in need so....but now im just know tat u do it 4 a reward...is it????when i cant realise ur hope, u keeping blame me even on the earlier im trying to xplain it.....so is it my mistake???is it fair 4 me???hurmm im doing big mistake coz easier trust u....no one can replace ammar place as i told u earlier....u not good enough  to replace ammar place!!!!always remember that...

even at the first im trust u 100% tat u cant help me to keep it up and bring me new life that full of happinest....but what am im thinking about u are truely wrong...u so kind to me becoz u need me to realise ur hope...it would not be happen if u never ever set in ur mind tat i am belongs to u!!!!now im the one that playing ur guys feeling...im the one that should be blame to this matter...hurmm its ok...as long u guys appy im appy to....im always threaten as this before even more than this.....

"Setiap percintaan tidak semestinya berakhir dengan sebuah perkahwinan...."
"Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki"


Sunday, December 6, 2009

is it true???

Posted by eMma at 2:10 PM 1 comments

OKTOBER
* Suka berbual. * Suka orang yang sayang padanya. * Suka ambil jalan tengah. * Sangat menawan & sopan santun. * Kecantikan luar & dalam. * Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura. * Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan. * Sentiasa berkawan. * Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama. * Cepat marah. * Macam pentingkan diri sendiri. * Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta. * Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri. * Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain. * Emosi yang mudah terusik. * Suka berangan & pandai bercakap. * Emosi yang kelam kabut. * Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan). * Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni. * Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut. * Romantik dalam percintaan. * Mudah terusik hati & cemburu. * Ambil berat tentang orang lain. * Suka kegiatan luar. * orang yang adil. * Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran. * Mudah patah semangat

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

2 sEpTembEr 2007

Posted by eMma at 3:46 AM 0 comments

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
Kini tinggal kenangan
Ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh bintangku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh kekasih

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh kekasih

Friday, November 27, 2009

dedicate it 4 u....

Posted by eMma at 2:58 AM 1 comments

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road

Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone


Monday, November 23, 2009

i hate to feel this!!!!!!!

Posted by eMma at 12:23 AM 1 comments
y should i have to remember him?????its really make me hurt...i'll try my best to change the way i am but it dont mean nothing at all to everyone arround me.....y else should i do???y did everyone arround me can get the happiest easier they are but u it could happen to me so?

i'll try to go far away from they and try to start a new life but suddenly i dont know y it make me hurt back....did i in a wrong?did the dicision tat i make will make me fall.....aku confiuse dgn diri aku sendiri....aku x tau nak decide anythng.....semua nya kerana aku sendiri yg msh takut dengan bayang2 sendiri...

aku rindu kan zaman aku dahulu....idup tanpa sebarang masalah dan konflik dlm diri...semuanya buat aku enjoy this life a lot.....i really need someone tat can stand beside me all the way but i dont know how is it??pls god...give me strength to go on my life....

lawatan ke ladang come-beng

Posted by eMma at 12:13 AM 0 comments

yey there was lot of xperience going there!!!very fun to spend one whole day there(should b post last night but suddenly im going to watching movie 2012)hehe......ermm byk yg aku bljr kat sana....dari penjagaan anak ke induk kambing...its give me more knowledge.....it was fun...

early morning kami tgk mcm mana nak buat EM(baja organik)....then lawat kandang kambing....waktu 2 aku dibenarkan beri anak kambing minum susu....cute sgt....then aku diberi peluang untuk suntik vitamin kat kambing,perah susu kambing and many more....aku x kan lupa semua pengalaman ni.....

kwn2 yg supportive thanks erkkkk.....its was very fun to spend time wif u guys....segala kenangan kita bersama x kan dilupakan.....insyllh semoga dgn kursus yg aku sertai ni akan membawa hasil kelak.....

Saturday, November 21, 2009

gLobaL pEace caMpaigN.....

Posted by eMma at 1:52 AM 0 comments
gelagat bdk2 DSK 4.....

the even had be held on 19 November 2009 on 8.00p.m.....the venue is Dewan Besar Harumanis, PTSS......

alhamdullillah akhirnya selesai gak our final project for generic skill.....its really meaningfull 4 our classes coz there was very hard for us to make our lecturer dream comes true...lastly we done it....e
ven on the first there was too many technical problem until half of the classes stress and crying but we show it to all tat we can do it....congrates to u all guys....

segala suka duka kita sepanjang menjayakan program ini x kan dapat dilupakan...there was many xperience tat we guys pick to handleing the program...there was very tough 4 me....i became migrain,fever,flu,caught and others just becoz too stress....

p/s:thanks a lot 4 JRV student yg sudi membantu xpecially naim,mus,sham,zam and others.....x lupa juga kepada hanie,amoi(sorry coz i dont know ur name) and elynn ngot nget...luv u guys coz always behing me to support our program.....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

wish u APPy BESDAy

Posted by eMma at 1:24 PM 0 comments

wish u appy besday for 24th....semoga di panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki....may god bless u.....amin.....so sorry coz i cant be besides u for this year....hope tat u dream comes true....try to be the best among the best i know u can do it....u are such hardworking person so it was not possible 4 u to be the best.....

p/s:sorry just send u a text 4 the wishes...no more surprise 4 tis year and no more any card or celebration.....sorry.....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

mama im sick...

Posted by eMma at 11:06 PM 0 comments
impact of stress last night today i getting worse with fever, flu, caught and migrain last night....fuh im to stress with all of this....hope tat i can get well soon bcoz there was many work waiting 4 me here....its really hard to handle tis kind of task....

but suddenly last night he give me and advice...i never xpect tat he will pick up my phone....thanks coz willing to hear it last night....after i deserve to share with him all my sadness automatically im become normal back as usuall....im stop crying and worried about what had been happen to me before(calling from lec tat cant understand thier students situation)....i dont know y??

mama miss u so much...this sickness make me feel to go back there but what else i can do becoz i have to attend 'kursus ternakan kambing'....hmm hope tat im getting better soon...amin....

p/s:thanks dala & asyraf for ur concern to me....i'll take the medicine....promise ur guys....

Friday, November 13, 2009

im going give up....

Posted by eMma at 11:56 PM 0 comments
stress!!!stress!!!this months is a worse months for me...too many assgmnt, task and problem came into my life that make me stress....hmm...i'll try my best to take it in positive way but suddenly i can't handle my emotion....so my migrain become tough.....theres was personal problem then plus with my final project task make me stress........

hmm its really hard to work with this kind of people tat always want to be the right.....i'll try my best to carry out my task but still cant make others statisfied.....ada juga pendidik yg x blh nak memahami student....owh god bg la kekuatan utk aku teruskan sisa-sisa terakhir di poli ni...

i need someone in this situation....usually if im in trouble or fell down he always besides me...but now i have to stand alone...im really miss him so much.....but what else that i can xpect from him...let begone will begone....

p/s: thanks 4 being besides me before...even now u are far away my pray is always with u....i know u such a good guys but sometimes u are little bit 'ego'.....hope tat u will happy....

menanti PINTU yang tertutup......

Posted by eMma at 1:12 PM 0 comments
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telah pun dibukakan untuk kita sedia ternanti di hadapan kita. Sehingga pada satu ketika pintu yang terbuka itu tertutup barulah kita tersedar dari mimpi yang telah membuai kita sebelum ini dan di ketika itu lah baru kita sedar dan terjaga dari fantasi.

"Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Kebahagiaan tidak boleh dikecapi dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam. Tetapi untuk melupakannya mengambil masa yang lama dan ketabahaan yang tinggi".

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, and hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

sorry for making u hurt......

Posted by eMma at 9:02 PM 0 comments

im so sorry if i had hurting u....i really dont mean it....just wanna u to let me go...i just wanna see u happy wif others girls tat can be good to u.....u deserve to get better then me.....so sorry coz im asking u to let me go last night....i really dont mean it to make u worried one whole day until u cant sleep....so sorry dear.....i'll do it for u and me so tat in future we will not getng hurt anymore....its to early for us, better we know each others first as a friends...there was long way to go among us....i knew it u are such a good enough for me....im so so so sorry.....hope tat my apologize will be accepted....

"thanks 4 ur careing,4 ur concern and 4 all ur love to me..."

Saturday, November 7, 2009

negeri 9 V.S kelantan

Posted by eMma at 11:11 PM 0 comments
fuhh wat a hot game between kelantan and negeri9....kelantan dapat pecahkan 'telur' melalui tendangan penalti dari indra putra...hmm aku tertarik sgt dengan skill dan trick dia untuk memboloskan bola dari pihak lawan....hrmm him quite a good player among others on team.....tapi incident yang aku paling benci adalah 'protes' dari penyokong2....aku x faham kenapa dalam dunia yang makin maju sekarang ni masih ada manusia lagi yang bertindak tanpa menggunakan akal fikiran.....hmmm pemain yang main teruk2 korang yang lebih....eh hello wake-up plzzzzzzzzzz!!!!players ok jer kowg melebih.....

tapi apa pun negeri9 menang....yey!3-1 la....good job....last zaquan adha yg sumbangkan gol terakhir utk team negeri9 melalui sepakan penalti...good job man!!!!apa2 pun back to basic la....penyokong2 should give them support bkn la menambahkan lagi masalah during the game....

p/s: belajar la menerima kekalahan seadanya....bukan semua yang kita nak akan dapat....bukan semua yang kita target akan tercapai...kita sebagai manusia harus belajar menerima dengan hati yang redha.....

stressfull week!!!!!!!

Posted by eMma at 1:53 AM 0 comments

there was too many assgmnt, too many mini project and too many personal matter tat make me stress full.........im trying to run away from felling bad as tis but no matter what the problem is love to come near to me and keeping follow me thru.......hrmmm i dont know what else should i do 2 run away from tis situation........i hate him so much.....he really make me hurt...i dont know y should he doing tis to me....hope tat u will statisfied with what u done!!!keep it up!!!!!

there was 3 weeks to go before final...so there's a lot of work tat i have to done and one more final project to go before i done my dip tis disember (hope so).....hope tat the last final project will be successfull.....and U???i will throw away u out of my mind!!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

biar KESAKITAN terus menghantui ku.........

Posted by eMma at 12:50 AM 0 comments
kata orang biarlah kesakitan itu berlalu dan pergi meninggalkan kita....cuba bina kebahagiaan dari kesakitan yang lalu.....but 4 me its not true.....sometimes i'll try to start a new life with no more painfull....tp kadang kala apa yang kita inginkan x dapat....not our plan will be success as we expect b efore....biar la kesakitan demi kesakitan terus menemani hidup2 aku sepanjan perjalanan aku asalkan kesakitan ini dapat membahagiakan orang lain....

setiap kesakitan pasti terubat cuma masa yang akan mengubatinya....so 4 me let it flow and i know one day i'll get the happiest.....aku cuba mulakan hidup baru dengan babak kehidupan yang baru tp aku masih takut dengan bayang2 aku sendiri...adakah kesakitan yang lama menghantui aku....so aku cuba berfikir in postive way to wake up and keeping moveing.....adakan babak baru ini akan memberi sinar kebahagiaan in future???aku sendiri x der jawapannya....

Friday, October 30, 2009

how to know u in L>O>V>E

Posted by eMma at 11:36 PM 0 comments
even until this moment the memory still stick into my mind it will not make me down


sometimes we are confuse with our self.......its it love or just u need someone tat can make u feel appy or someone tat can hear any words from u.....i dont want to hurt anyone around me but as a small human tat live in a big earth, i cant run from doing mistake.....i dont even know tat the desicion tat i make is true or not.....but im trying to not hurting anyone but the feeling twice to me....im the one tat feel someting wrong in my life........huh!oh god!!!pls make me strong to go on wif my journey tat im also know what was the end of my journey.......

maybe happiest and maybe sadness....no matter what is it we have to go through any unexpecting in our life......so when im fall down im going to get up even it's really make me hurt....


LOVE IS NOT A FEELING - IT IS AN ACT OF YOUR WILL! And if it is God's plan for you... all the better! You will have absolute peace in your heart!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

unhappiest 'bIRth"

Posted by eMma at 1:28 AM 0 comments
its 1.35 a.m and im still cant close my eyes at all.....it make me feel guilty....y should i have to feel all this...did i waiting 4 someting tat would not be happen again???waiting 4 the text that would not be happen???i dont know what should i do....should be it must be the best birthday coz it been's 4 20 years old(sweet 20's)....but sadly i can't feel it.....

it's dont bring me any meaningfull in my life.....this is the worse besday tat i had to accept 4 my 20's years old.....sounds tat im really unhappy wif my besday....oh god!!!!!!!pls make me strong to carry out all this......

p/s: No surprise from him anymore....no more cakes anymore...no more speciall present anymore....it makes me miss all those thing tat i had before.....it will be stick on my mind 4ever and ever....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

erti secawan "ais krim"

Posted by eMma at 12:52 PM 0 comments


Secawan aiskrim....kalau dilihat dengan mata kasar ia hanyalah secawan ais krim yang tidak membawa apa2 maknanya yang tersendiri....but in my life it will be the memoriable memories tat hard 4 me to 4 get it xpecially in a short time......ais krim ini dihias cantik sehingga rasa untuk menjamahnya hilang kerana rupanya yang indah dengan campuran buah2an yang akan menaikan lagi kenikmatan aiskrim tersebut.....begitu jugalah aku yang cuba sedaya upaya untuk menjaga, membajai dan menghiasi hubungan dan kasih syg yang ada dalam diri aku terhadap orang2 yang aku sayangi....tetapi adakah segala usaha aku itu dihargai ataupun sekadar untuk tatapan sedangkan aku masih menanti2 untuk merasai juga kenikmatan yang aku dambakan itu....

setiap insan mendambakan kebahagiaan yg berpanjangan....begitu juga aku...tetapi semakin aku cuba untuk mencari kebahagian itu semakin jauh rasanya untuk aku mendapatkannya.....aku terus berjalan dan terus mencari dengan harapan sinar kebahagiaan yang aku cari itu akan muncul di celah2 kegelapan yang terpaksa aku tempuhi.....its hard to get what we dream before but its not hard to get it if we keeping going and keeping trying.....

kini orang yg aku sayangi semakin jauh dr hidup aku....adakah salah aku???pengorbanan aku dihargai atau tidak tak perlu dipersoalkan tetapi semakin hari aku rasa orang2 yg aku sayangi dan aku perlukan semakin jauh.....pergi meninggalkan aku tanpa sebarang hala tuju....its tat fair to me???im looking 4 happinest not 4 luxury or anyting.....y its it so hard to me to get it???

kini aku cuba untuk berdiri sendiri lagi....without anyone i have to go thru 4 the future.....mmg sukar tetapi aku mohon diberikan sedikit kekuatan untuk aku laluinya lagi....aku x lupa pesanan dari mama "mama tahu anak mama kuat".....akan aku pegang kata2 itu walau sepahit mana pun dugaan yg datang.....love u a lot mama....thnks coz always put ur self in my situation and always be the good supportive to me....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

'appy' weekend & 'upsad' weekend

Posted by eMma at 8:58 PM
4 the 1st time bancuh teh & dpt pujian.....

what a mix feeling during tis weekend....its been fun but still gonna feel sad and stressfull....
i dont know y????feel that weekend ni aku rasa very stressfull but there is still have someting special in this weekend....ermmm

bkn sume owg akan bahagia bila tgk kebahagiaan owg lain....malah ada sesetngahnya sakit dan cuba utk menjatuhkan kerana tidak suka tgk kebahagiaan owg lain...aku x faham kenapa perlu ada rasa mcm 2 dalam diri manusia yg dicipta oleh Allha s.w.t yg telah dianugerahkan dengan akal dan perasaan....sukar sekali untuk mendapat dan mencari kebahagiaan dan mudah sekali untuk mendapat kehancuran dan kesakitan.....apa pun its depends to person who tat chossen to carry the assumption...did they strong to get thru or just give up without trying to do something....

at the moment im still waiting someone will bring me 2 the happinest....still searching the way to go thru....but its make me to be strong and keeping trying....hurmm its really hard but once we get it we will feel statisfied with whattat we have be done before....tis weekends memberi aku satu kekuatan untuk memulakan perjalanan yg baru.....mmg agak sukar tapi aku yakin aku mampu laluinya....tima kasih kepada org yg telah bnyk memberi kekuatan kepada aku dan semangat untuk aku memulakan perjalanan yg baru ini.....semoga kehadiran mu di samping ku akan memberi kekuatan dan kebahagiaan yg aku cari2 selama ini.....

dgn segala bebanan dan tekanan yg aku lalui aku telah menghabiskan weekends aku dgn aktiviti yg begitu padat....hang out 2 find happinest outside there.....its really make me feel good then before....i'll be more confident then before.....walaupun ada perkara besar yg x diduga telah berlaku dlm hidup aku tapi aku berjaya menepisnya dari menjatuhkan semangat aku.......


p/s: thanks mama,abah,baby,abang & hanie azafizie....owe have behind me in any situation no matter what.....love u allllll....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

cinta v.s luka

Posted by eMma at 5:12 PM 0 comments

"Antara cinta yang telah berlalu dengan cinta yang sedang menanti kita sentiasa cenderung untuk mengabaikan cinta yang berada jelas di mata dan sering mengharap dan menoleh kepada cinta yang telah berlalu jauh meninggalkan kita."

"Kadang-kadang bila kita sudah memiliki sebuah cinta kita terlupa yang cinta itu masih perlu sentiasa dipupuk dan dibajai dengan kasih sayang. Kita terlalu yakin kita akan memiliki cinta itu sampai bila-bila pun. Apabila segalanya berakhir barulah kita akan menyedari kesilapan yang kita telah lakukan. Dan malangnya kesedaran itu sentiasa datang terlambat"

sounds like it is really true....bila kita dah dpt cinta mudah sgt utk kita abaikan kerana kita menganggap ia telah pun menjadi milik kita dan kita tidak akan membajainya dengan kasih syg lagi....ermm y this happen??adakah kerana manusia sendiri yg tidak tahu untuk menghargai antara satu sama lain ataupun kerana manusia itu mmg tidak pernah cukup dengan apa yg telah mereka miliki???

aku pun x pasti...tp apa yg pasti kehidupan aku skrg lebih bermakna....sekarang aku rasa sangat dihargai even in a short meet.....pertemuan yang x diduga without any motif make us to know each others nearly and make a a new book in our life.....i'll never think so it will bring something tat i never imagine so.....

p/s : hargailah insan yang menyayangi mu sementara dia masih menyayangimu dan jangan menyesal sekiranya apabila satu hari nanti ia pergi meninggalkanmu....

Monday, October 19, 2009

meaningfull of "o.R.e.O"

Posted by eMma at 9:16 PM 0 comments

Kehadiran cintamu
Menyinari hidupku

Kehangat cintamu
Mengubati sepiku
Kelembutan hatimu Mengubati lukaku
Kedamaian hatimu Menyinari hidupku

Belaian manjamu

Penawar resahku

Keluhuran hatimu

Hanya kau kekasihku

Keagungan cintamu

Bersama impianku
Untuk hidup bersama Sehingga keakhirnya

Makin membara
Api cintaku

Kaulah yang satu Kaulah cintaku
Tak mungkin lagi Berubah hati
Cinta yang suci Cinta abadi


it's really meaningful to me....hope tat the happiest will come true on my life....im really getting tired with hurting...hmm hope tat it will be a good begining tat full of happiest......thanks a lot 4 being a part of my life.....at least it will make me appy even in a short time....

Saturday, October 17, 2009

kehidupan & kegagalan

Posted by eMma at 11:06 PM 1 comments
kebahagiaan dan kesakitan pasti hadir in our single life no matter we want it happen or not.....ia dtg berganti2.....satu demi satu pengalaman aku lalui.....semakin panjang waktu beredar semakin byk yang perlu aku lalui x kira pahit atau manis i have to fate it......kita sendiri tidak pasti how long we are going and how far tat we can go......tp yg pasti semakin hari kita semakin kenal erti kehidupan....

sedar atau tidak ada perkara yang akan datang dan pergi dalam diri kita cuma kita sebagai manusia yang leka tidak pernah untuk menyedarinya....aku masih lagi mencari jalan untuk aku sampai kepada destinasi ku....ermm IMPIAN@ 'DESTINY'....sume org ada dan semua orang ingin kecapi nya....begitu juga aku yang tidak boleh lari dari keinginan itu....

tanpa aku sedari satu kebahagiaan telah muncul semula dalam hidup ku....tapi aku x pasti adakah untuk sementara atau selamanya....does it would give a memoriable 4 me or something tat i never expected before.....aku seperti takut dengan bayang2 sendiri....mungkin kah kerana aku masih tidak yakin dengan ketentuan illahi???hummm.....kebahagian yang aku kecapi sering kali merentap dalam diri aku untuk pergi....ia seolah-olah datang hanya sebagai satu persinggahan.....seringkali kebahagiaan itu datang ia kan pergi dengan meninggalkan kesakitan yang sungguh menyakitkan....mungkin kerana ujian ini sebagai salah satu cara untuk aku keep it moveing and moveing.....

p/s :kehidupan ini tidak menjanjikan kebahagiaan sepanjang masa....kadangkala manusia diasak dengan pelbagai dugaan dan ujian....sekiranya lemah, kita akan terus hanyut mengikut kata hati dan tidak berusaha mencari penyelesaian untuk menyelamatkan diri dan keadaan....bukan melarikan diri itu adalah cara dari melepaskan kesakitan tetapi menghadapinya.....

kIckeR's tEam

Posted by eMma at 1:02 PM 0 comments
sweet memories

here u are DSK team there's are involve in 'karnival sukan PTSS' last wednesday.....we are having the game at dynamic futsal pauh around 9p.m.....there's lot of fun....what a surprise tat our team a choosen to final.....huhu...im as a striker for our team are really proud wif all of u guy's....i knew it tat u guy's can do it!!!yeaahhh.....

first round we are fighting with DNS group we draw 1-1...then we going to semifinal fighting with 'jelawang' group suddenly we wont for panalti 2-0.......for the final we are lose with JRV team with 3-0......but no matter what we are still the winner.....even 4 a second place.....we are doing the best for this game without any planning.....we just practice 1day before the game but we still going to final.....

from this game i can see that our relationship be closer then before.....so its really give a good experience for me.....hope that it will go on till the last day we at here....by the way our team name is "KICKER'S"......thanks to qmart and mr.bintang 4 the lucky name.....hehe....even we are secretary courses that people only think tat we are only obses to fashion there u are our team try to broke the persepsy that we also active in sport.....hahaha......


p/s: thanks a lot 4 those people that support our team and give some tips or stratergy 4 the game especially our first 'coarch' eppy team, kiko a.k.a hanie team, wan and others people that i 4get to mention their name(so sorry)....



Friday, October 9, 2009

oPss mY keY.....

Posted by eMma at 7:31 PM 2 comments
here we go....even the key was broken tat will not be any reason for us to smileeeee...

oh my god!!!!

oopss i dont know what was really happen to me today until my room key has been broken...
hmmm dont think so that im a vandalism person....its sound funny...all of my friends are laughing at me....they dont even believe tat i can make it happen....hmmm no comment....

so i had to report bout tis cases to the 'warden'.....then straightly im, k.raha and dala go to warden offiece.....when we reach at there sadly to hear when ustaz yaser say tis dialogue to us :

'erm warden sume x der kamu kena 2ggu samapi kol 3......saya x tau nak repair ni so kamu kena 2ggu juga la...'

oh my god!!!it's about more then 3 hours we are waiting infront of warden offices....there nothing else that we can go so even we are happy or not we have too.....hmm its really a bad day....becoz there still another class on 3 p.m......so we decide to seattle this matter today becoz 2morrow is public holiday either we had to stay at our friends room for 3 days.....to en. shabri our lecturer we are so sorry 4 missing ur classes 2 day....thanks a lot 4 giveing us an excuses 4 enter ur class 2day....

Thursday, October 8, 2009

5 tips membina sikap POSITIF...

Posted by eMma at 10:27 PM 0 comments
1. Jangkakan Kejayaan

Jangkakan kejayaan anda dan jangan sesekali jangka akan kegagalan kerana 90% daripada jangkaan kita akan menjadi kenyataan.....Cuba dambarkan erti kejayaan dan jika perlu cuba ubah untuk menjadi lebih baik.....

2. Lakonkan Watak Orang Cemerlang

Cuba berlakon untuk menjadi orang cemerlang dan praktikan.....insyallah lama kelamaan lakonan tersebut akan sebati dalam diri dan jiwa kita....apabila kita dah biasa dengan lakonan tersebut kita akan mendapat perubahan yang sebenar kerana telah terbiasa dengan lakonan tersebut.....

3. Kawan Dengan Orang Berjaya

Pilih kawan yang bersikap positif dan berjaya kerana ia akan mempengaruhi anda dalam kehidupan sehari-harian.....'berkawanlah dengan mereka yang berjaya dan belajarlah dari mereka untuk berjaya'.....

4. Kejayaan Silam Membarai Diri

Fikirkan semula kejayaan silam anda yang lalu tidak kira lah sama ada kecik atau pun besar kerana dengan kejayaan tersebut ia akan memberi semangat dan mood yang lebih baik dalam diri anda......kejayaan yang lepas adalah satu motivasi yang paling baik utnuk seseorg individu....

5. Fokus Kepada Apa Yang Anda Mahukan

Letakkan 'target' sebenar anda selepas ini.....adakah anda rasa cukup dengan pencapaian anda selepas ini???ermmk tepuk dada tanya selera.....untuk menjadi individu yang berjaya, anda perlu lah fokus kepada apa yang anda mahukan dan apa yang anda inginkan dalam hidup....pastikan apa yang anda mahukan itu tercapai dengan penuh tekad dan fokus....insyallh kita akan dpt kecepi kenikmatannya.....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

unexpected!!!

Posted by eMma at 4:33 PM 0 comments
For about 2 sem(it's going about 1 year) i had never talk to my roomate when i was in semester 1before....there has some crisis between us....just becoz one stupid reason...aha, what a surprise suddenly she text me on eid to wish appy ramadhan eid....ermm ok i thought its just a first and last text from she.....but,

suddenly she text me just now??y ha??pelik gak....she ask me about date of nex semester...how do i know....she know tat im in last semester so y should ask me???there must be something wrong...'ada udang sebalik batu'.....first text,

emma chat??kawan2 sume ok ker?mcm mana dgn kawan bilik?x der masaalah ker???

something was cross in my mind....hmmm theres must be something tat she wanna to say...
oh god!!!she still the same, never ever try to changed....little bit surprise bila dia ungkit past story about our crisis before....y ha dia nak ungkit blk??im trying to asking my self....i thought one day she will change.....as a friends aku hanya mampu doakan dia saja.....as a friends of course i love all my friends a lot....apa yg dia buat kat aku sebelum ni aku x simpan pun dlm hati...
im just let it go....aku anggap 2 sume hanya salah faham....aku x nak ingt dah....dah lama aku maafkan dia....tp the one things tat i proud to she is when she know her mistake and sekurang-kurangnya dia tahu untuk minta maafkan kat aku....of course aku akan 4give it....aku pun manusia biasa x leh lari dari melakukan kesilapan....

no matter what our friendship will be go on till the end no matter what....let we start a new book of our story....keep it our memories as the best memories among others.....for others friends pls don break the memories that we keep before...make our friendship keeping going till the end.... hmmmm...love u guys a lot....

BUAT MU TEMAN

Janganlah kita memandang rendah erti persahabatan, kerana dalam hidup ini kita tidak mampu melangkah seorang diri tanpa seorang sahabat.

Orang yang suka mengkhianati teman sendiri adalah ibarat binatang yang suka memakan bangkai. Bertambah busuk bangkai bertambah pula seleranya

Teman yang banyak boleh diibaratkan seperti pasir pasir di pantai tetapi teman yang satu adalah mutiara di antara pasir pasir itu.

Teman ketawa bagaikan air di daun keladi walau tercurah tak berkesan. Tapi sahabat sejati bagai air lalu walau dicincang ia tak mungkin kan putus.

Bersahabatlah dengan hatimu terlebih dahulu daripada bersahabat dengan orang lain.

Musuhmu adalah sahabatmu yang akrab.

Persahabatan yang begitu erat punya pengertian yang dalam bagi kita yang menghargainya

Tidaklah kita dapat mengenal oranglain melainkan dengan 3 waktu.Tidak dapat diketahui adakan seorang itu pemaaf melainkan ketika dia marah. Tidak dapat dikenal seorang itu berani melainkan pada waktu berjuang. Tidak dapat dikenal sahabat melainkan waktu kesusahan.

Dua sahabat yang sejati akan selari dalam apa jua bidang yang diceburi, dan saling memahami antara mereka.

Terlalu sukar menjalin persahabatan kerana ia adalah pertautan hati bukan pertautan fikiran, lebih-lebih lagi bukan hubungan kebendaan semata.

Persahabatan yang akrab tidak akan dapat dipisahkan melainkan dengan kematian.

Bertemanlah dengan orang yang suka membela kebenaran.
Dialah hiasan dikala kamu senang dan perisai diwaktu kamu susah.

Seorang sahabat adalah yang dapat mendengarkan lagu didalam hatimu dan akan menyanyikan kembali tatkala kau lupa akan bait-baitnya.

Sahabat adalah anugerah Tuhan untuk menjaga kita
Rasa hormat tidak selalu membawa kepada persahabatan,
tapi jangan pernah menyesal untuk bertemu dengan orang lain tetapi menyesallah jika orang itu menyesal bertemu dengan kamu.

Kamu tidak akan pernah memiliki seorang teman,
jika kamu mengharapkan seseorang tanpa kesalahan
kerana semua manusia itu baik kalau kamu dapat melihat kebaikannya dan menyenangkan kalau kamu dapat melihat keunikannya. Tetapi semua manusia itu akan buruk dan membosankan kalau kamu tidak dapat melihat keduanya.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

rEzeKi

Posted by eMma at 5:49 PM 0 comments
hmm minggu yg membosankan.....class sume x der....makin bertambah la penyakit malas menular dalam diri....keje bertimbun2.....class ganti pasit menanti......semoga allah memberi kekuatan utk menghabiskan sem 4 ni.....

apa yg aku cari dlm hidup ni masih samar....aku sendiri tak pasti apa yg aku inginkan dalam hidup aku....hmmm....anyaway bt masa singkat ni hanya nak abiskan my study then fine some job tat can be some of my carrire.....hmm, x sabarnya nak keje then i can buy anythng to mama....

setelah aku baca kisah ustaz yang kehilangan ibu tercinta aku x dapat bayang kan mcm mana keadaan aku kalau di tempat ustaz....aku mohon semoga aku diberi kekuatan seperti ustaz.....

"Sebelum DIA memberi kesenangan kepada manusia, DIA berikan dulu kesusahan dan kerumitan. Semakin besar kesusahan itu, semakin besar kesenangan yang bersembunyi di belakangnya. Cuma kita perlu berusaha mencari kesenangan dan sabar menghadapi kesusahan. Jadi kita perlu banyakkan berdoa."

Sunday, September 6, 2009

appy aniversary!!!

Posted by eMma at 2:07 AM 2 comments
its been 2 years!!!!alhamdullillah, x sangka akhirnya aku dapat juga pertahankan tali pertunangan aku dan ammar walaupun byk dugaan sepanjang bergelar 'darah manis'....byk suka duka kami bersama....pahit getir kami lalui bersama....bukan mudah utk bergelar 2nang sesorg dikala dia di ufuk barat aku di ufuk timur....aku bersyukur walau apa pun dugaan yg dtg menghampiri kami keluarga x pernah putus asa dlm memberi nasihat dan tunjuk ajar....malah menjadi tempat kami untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri sebelum kami menempuh ke alam lain....

insyallah dgn izin allah aku nak segera tamatkan pertalian ini kepada ikatan yg lebih sah....aku rasa aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk perbaiki diri aku spya dpt menjadi insan yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya....2nang ku, terima kasih kerana sudi terima aku apa adanya....aku ingin buktikan yg aku akan jadi seorg isteri yg soleh....insyllh....tiada manusia yg diciptanya sempurna tp sebagai hambanya aku akan cuba mencari 'kesempurnaan' di dalam hidup ku.....

terlalu byk liku yg aku lalui...tp semua 2 aku tempuhi juga sehingga aku dapat rasakan yg aku lebih tabah dari sebelumnya.....sungguh pun kejahilan sebelum ini telah membutakan mata aku tp dgn adanya harapan,nasihat dan bimbingan dr ammar aku dpt lalui hidup dengan lebih bermakna.....masih byk lagi yg perlu aku dan ammar pelajari.....dan kami sedang dan sudah bersedia untuk semua itu.....apa yg kami fikirkan adalah masa depan kami bersama.....kami inginkan yg terbaik di dalam hubungan kami.....

kepada teman-teman yg dikasihi, ku pohon doa kalian agar dipermudahkan segala perancangan kami....aminnn

f.R.i.E.n.d.S

Posted by eMma at 1:03 AM 0 comments


'friends'/'kawan' apa yg blh kita fikirkan dan gambarkan????everyone had their own perspective.....

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy and grace.
And makes the world we live in a better and happier place.


its it true???its not easy as we think....many type of person tat we really dont know at all...
is fun and make a meaningful if we found a true 'friends' but it will be really hurt if we found the wrong person tat we think she/he is a good person before.....so its not easy to get a real 'friends'!!!!

hidup menjadi bermakna dengan KAWAN....hidup tidak lagi bosan dengan adanya KAWAN....kejayaan hidup dapat dicapai dengan adanya KAWAN.....masalah akan selesai dengan bantuan KAWAN....kedukaan dikongsi bersama KAWAN....tapi kadang-kala KAWAN akan menjadi LAWAN!!!!kawan x kan nampak pengorbanan kita kalau dia bukan seorang kawan yg menyayangi kawan nya...kawan akan anggap kita org luar kalau dia x pernah bersyukur dengan apa yg telah kita lakukan utk dirinya....kawan akan caci kawannya jika dia x pernah tahu erti nilai persahabatan.....dan kawan akan lupa segala kenangan terindah yg telah terjalin jika dia tidak tahu untk menghargai kawannya....

If you have even one true friend, consider yourself blessed......Remember, all best friends are friends, but not all friends can be best friends.....try to appreciate people and try to be grateful with any type of ur friends.one day the true friends will come to u without hopeing who u ar and without expect something from u......

RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH WAHAI SAHABAT

Sunday, August 23, 2009

fAte!!!

Posted by eMma at 1:07 AM 0 comments

i dont know y should i had to fell all kind of this problem....what tat i need in my life is to be appy at all without had any problem or sadness....but this is the fate either u like it or not we had to be strong to take it........fuh...sometimes i fell is really hard for me to go on with long life anymore.....did i can received it with a open heart or just being sadness and stressful all the time...i dont have the answer but i had 2 be strong.........

Allah s.w.t akan menguji setiap hambanya....itu maknanya allah sayagkan hambanya....terpulang lah kepada hambanya sendiri untuk menganggap nya sebagai ujian atau pun apa saja......tapi sebagai hambanya yang hina kadang kala dugaan demi dugaan yang diterima dirasakan begitu pahit....but sometimes i fell tat i deserve to get all tis....mungkin dengan dugaan demi dugaan dan ujian demi ujian sedikit sebanyak dapat mengampunkan dosa hambanya yang jahil ini....aku redha.....apa yang aku nak aku dapat kekuatan yang hakiki untuk melalui semua ujian ini dengan tenang......

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

oLidaY ooo oLidaY

Posted by eMma at 9:19 PM 0 comments

huhu...here there are im at gunung mat cincang (langkawi).....fuh it was very a wonderful xperiance tat i had before.....it was very fun coz im going with my roomate...it was raha,dayah and met....4 the first im feeling scared to take cabel car.....then when i'll try it it was very amazing place....

we stay at pantai cenang for 3 days 2 night....it was nearer the beach but sadly we naver had enough time to spend the time nearer the beach....huhu(little bit disapointed).....all our time at langkawi spend at shopping complex.....tats y dont had time 2 spend time at beach....

Friday, August 14, 2009

mIssing rEunion

Posted by eMma at 1:06 PM 0 comments



huhu....so sad coz i had missing my reunion from sKbl(sekolah kebangsaan batu lanchang)....
just now they send text 4 remind me bout tat reunion 2morrow at quensbay, penang....
haha...im not going there becoz im going langkawi....actually di 4get about the date...tats y i missing it...to all my bloved friends im so sorry...i dont mean at all....4 sure i'll be meet u all in some others time....hope so.....love u guys....

Thursday, August 13, 2009

bRacess oH bRaCesssss

Posted by eMma at 7:42 PM 0 comments

Dear Dr. Kiew...
so sorry coz missing my apoinment 4 this months......i'll try make it but i have no choice....
huhu....i'll promise 2 make new appointment 4 next months....

tHats it my text(pesanan mesej) untuk dr.gigi ku.....huhu
ni semua gara2 H1N1...pengarah decide tat all student turut dikuarantinkan....kami x dibenarkan pulang dikuatiri membawa masuk virus 2 lak....haha merana aku...aku terpaksa batal kan appoinment aku dgn dr gigi aku....bila gigi aku nak cantik???asyik missing appoinment...tp skrg aku lebih confident dgn gigi ku yang baru....lihatlah.....shineing x????

kAsut tuMit^tIngGi

Posted by eMma at 7:05 PM 2 comments

kasut tumit tinggi yang digayakan oleh setiap student yg bergelar "DSK student"....walaupun pada mata kasarnya ia nya sukar untuk digayakan tapi bagi kami budak2 "DSK" ianya tidak menjadi masaalah...malah ia menjadi simbol keyakinan diri kami....huhu jika diberikan kasut yang flat nescaya melelong lah kami jalan (Huhuh....)

No matter what people say high heels would be a part of my life......

Friday, December 25, 2009

“The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love.”

onestly i really disagree with this statement even everyone say its true!!!!
bcoz in my real life it was doesnt show me it was true....

ok lets say friendship...huhu 101% i disagree...
where is it all fwens if we are in trouble or haveing a prblms????
did they will sincerely stand besides us???
normally no.....is it???

LOVE.....
if we fine a truely love it's mayb will give a happinest.....
but normally we were be hurting first before we get the truely love....
so i dont tink so tat it will give us therapy but it were give us more pressure!!!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

it's really gojezzzzz!!!;))



hot babe's!!!!owh god....today is shopping mood comes...
actually at the first im just hang out with my fwens....its about 2 months i dint shopping at all....
then my shopaholic skill comes back.....
the blck heels is really gojez!!!suddenly i bought the white before so no more budget 4 the black heels...
so sad ;(

but i satisfied with my new white heels so....
there lot of feedback tat i get from my lovely fwens tat say the white heels is more funky....
haha......im so glad to hear so....hehe....(ilang rasa frust)
  ;))

p/s:  i'll catch u soon gojez heels....huhu.....

Friday, December 18, 2009

mIss u damm much....




miss u dammm....dammmm....much.....hurmm mmg susah utk kita lupakan sessuatu yg indah yg telah kita lalui bersama,....but by hook or by crook i have to be stronggggg.....
i never ever cant turn the time so i have to realize it.....

sila jgn menyampah bc blog i ni.....
ni jer yg terubuku kat hati i skrg ni.....
i tau u all mesti anggap again and again i post benda yg sama.....
tp ini la hakikatnya.......


"MANUSIA TIDAK AKAN MENGHARAGAI APA YG ADA DIHADAPAN MEREKA
PABILA IA TELAH TIADA BARULAH TERCARI-CARI DAN MENGHARGAI"

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

memaafkan buat aku rasa tenang.....

noting else tat i can say...forgiveing others really make me fell free and more appy than before...bagi aku allah 2 maha besar...owg yg bt salah dgn aku sendiri yg send me text minx maaf...dia sendiri yg sedar akan kesilapan dia sehingga menyebabkan aku dibenci oleh sesorng....bagi aku simple jer....what u give u get back...so tats y aku lebih suka berdiamkan diri....lastly we were know who in the right place....is it???

apa yg u guys kata kat i...i accept it becoz i know who i am...im not too good 4 ur guys is it???so i let u guys keeping say everyting till u guys statisfied.....first of all i nak u guys tau yg i x pernah rasa i betul...i just nak tell the thru so its up 2 u guys nak kata i apa pun....for me the most important things is god!!!Allah tau maksud i....so u guys pandai2 la nilai sendiri.....thanks 4 evrythng.....;))

Soalan tersendu
Balas hampa bisu
Tuhan, tunjuk sesuatu
Apa dia yang satu itu...

Tunjukkan aku..
Tunjukkan aku..

Apa bisa ku cinta
Kamu seperti mana
Aku dicinta kamu
Aku dijaga kamu

Atau kamu terlalu
Indah buat diriku
bidadari diriku
aku pun tak menahu..

Monday, December 14, 2009

love u guys damm much ; -))


LOVE U GUYS.......


hurmm i hate to feel tis...miss u so much lynn kenjet....first fy tinggal kan i then u....so sad even we just know about 2 months but there was a lot of our memories.....kenjettttt i miss u so much.....u the one make me happy if my past memories comes thru on my mind....but starting to day there was no more laughing from u...no more smile from u...no more ur mumbling to hear so....i miss every moment wif u....take a good care...love u....muahhh....muahhh....


p/s:pls dont 4get our every singgle moment....tlg tgk video klip kita nyanyi sama2 and jgn lupa dgr lagu teman sejati yg i dedicate to u....

never ever 4 get me.....owe remembers tat i will always love u and miss our memories together.....pls call me time to time(hehe..... ;p)


The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

I love you.
I will always love you.



Sunday, December 13, 2009

don't judge the book by its cover!!!



truely at the first time we know each other i thought u are a kind person tat can feel what im feeling about....i thought u can always be besides me...i thought u sincerely wanna be with me becoz u dont want to look me going fell and keeping give-up....i thought u honestly help me and accept me as a good freinds tat can always be with me no matter what....that can give me ur shoulder if in need so....but now im just know tat u do it 4 a reward...is it????when i cant realise ur hope, u keeping blame me even on the earlier im trying to xplain it.....so is it my mistake???is it fair 4 me???hurmm im doing big mistake coz easier trust u....no one can replace ammar place as i told u earlier....u not good enough  to replace ammar place!!!!always remember that...

even at the first im trust u 100% tat u cant help me to keep it up and bring me new life that full of happinest....but what am im thinking about u are truely wrong...u so kind to me becoz u need me to realise ur hope...it would not be happen if u never ever set in ur mind tat i am belongs to u!!!!now im the one that playing ur guys feeling...im the one that should be blame to this matter...hurmm its ok...as long u guys appy im appy to....im always threaten as this before even more than this.....

"Setiap percintaan tidak semestinya berakhir dengan sebuah perkahwinan...."
"Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki"


Sunday, December 6, 2009

is it true???


OKTOBER
* Suka berbual. * Suka orang yang sayang padanya. * Suka ambil jalan tengah. * Sangat menawan & sopan santun. * Kecantikan luar & dalam. * Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura. * Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan. * Sentiasa berkawan. * Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama. * Cepat marah. * Macam pentingkan diri sendiri. * Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta. * Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri. * Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain. * Emosi yang mudah terusik. * Suka berangan & pandai bercakap. * Emosi yang kelam kabut. * Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan). * Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni. * Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut. * Romantik dalam percintaan. * Mudah terusik hati & cemburu. * Ambil berat tentang orang lain. * Suka kegiatan luar. * orang yang adil. * Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran. * Mudah patah semangat

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

2 sEpTembEr 2007


Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
Kini tinggal kenangan
Ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh bintangku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
Namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh kekasih

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Di sini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu oh kekasih

Friday, November 27, 2009

dedicate it 4 u....

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road

Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone


Monday, November 23, 2009

i hate to feel this!!!!!!!

y should i have to remember him?????its really make me hurt...i'll try my best to change the way i am but it dont mean nothing at all to everyone arround me.....y else should i do???y did everyone arround me can get the happiest easier they are but u it could happen to me so?

i'll try to go far away from they and try to start a new life but suddenly i dont know y it make me hurt back....did i in a wrong?did the dicision tat i make will make me fall.....aku confiuse dgn diri aku sendiri....aku x tau nak decide anythng.....semua nya kerana aku sendiri yg msh takut dengan bayang2 sendiri...

aku rindu kan zaman aku dahulu....idup tanpa sebarang masalah dan konflik dlm diri...semuanya buat aku enjoy this life a lot.....i really need someone tat can stand beside me all the way but i dont know how is it??pls god...give me strength to go on my life....

lawatan ke ladang come-beng


yey there was lot of xperience going there!!!very fun to spend one whole day there(should b post last night but suddenly im going to watching movie 2012)hehe......ermm byk yg aku bljr kat sana....dari penjagaan anak ke induk kambing...its give me more knowledge.....it was fun...

early morning kami tgk mcm mana nak buat EM(baja organik)....then lawat kandang kambing....waktu 2 aku dibenarkan beri anak kambing minum susu....cute sgt....then aku diberi peluang untuk suntik vitamin kat kambing,perah susu kambing and many more....aku x kan lupa semua pengalaman ni.....

kwn2 yg supportive thanks erkkkk.....its was very fun to spend time wif u guys....segala kenangan kita bersama x kan dilupakan.....insyllh semoga dgn kursus yg aku sertai ni akan membawa hasil kelak.....

Saturday, November 21, 2009

gLobaL pEace caMpaigN.....

gelagat bdk2 DSK 4.....

the even had be held on 19 November 2009 on 8.00p.m.....the venue is Dewan Besar Harumanis, PTSS......

alhamdullillah akhirnya selesai gak our final project for generic skill.....its really meaningfull 4 our classes coz there was very hard for us to make our lecturer dream comes true...lastly we done it....e
ven on the first there was too many technical problem until half of the classes stress and crying but we show it to all tat we can do it....congrates to u all guys....

segala suka duka kita sepanjang menjayakan program ini x kan dapat dilupakan...there was many xperience tat we guys pick to handleing the program...there was very tough 4 me....i became migrain,fever,flu,caught and others just becoz too stress....

p/s:thanks a lot 4 JRV student yg sudi membantu xpecially naim,mus,sham,zam and others.....x lupa juga kepada hanie,amoi(sorry coz i dont know ur name) and elynn ngot nget...luv u guys coz always behing me to support our program.....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

wish u APPy BESDAy


wish u appy besday for 24th....semoga di panjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki....may god bless u.....amin.....so sorry coz i cant be besides u for this year....hope tat u dream comes true....try to be the best among the best i know u can do it....u are such hardworking person so it was not possible 4 u to be the best.....

p/s:sorry just send u a text 4 the wishes...no more surprise 4 tis year and no more any card or celebration.....sorry.....

Saturday, November 14, 2009

mama im sick...

impact of stress last night today i getting worse with fever, flu, caught and migrain last night....fuh im to stress with all of this....hope tat i can get well soon bcoz there was many work waiting 4 me here....its really hard to handle tis kind of task....

but suddenly last night he give me and advice...i never xpect tat he will pick up my phone....thanks coz willing to hear it last night....after i deserve to share with him all my sadness automatically im become normal back as usuall....im stop crying and worried about what had been happen to me before(calling from lec tat cant understand thier students situation)....i dont know y??

mama miss u so much...this sickness make me feel to go back there but what else i can do becoz i have to attend 'kursus ternakan kambing'....hmm hope tat im getting better soon...amin....

p/s:thanks dala & asyraf for ur concern to me....i'll take the medicine....promise ur guys....

Friday, November 13, 2009

im going give up....

stress!!!stress!!!this months is a worse months for me...too many assgmnt, task and problem came into my life that make me stress....hmm...i'll try my best to take it in positive way but suddenly i can't handle my emotion....so my migrain become tough.....theres was personal problem then plus with my final project task make me stress........

hmm its really hard to work with this kind of people tat always want to be the right.....i'll try my best to carry out my task but still cant make others statisfied.....ada juga pendidik yg x blh nak memahami student....owh god bg la kekuatan utk aku teruskan sisa-sisa terakhir di poli ni...

i need someone in this situation....usually if im in trouble or fell down he always besides me...but now i have to stand alone...im really miss him so much.....but what else that i can xpect from him...let begone will begone....

p/s: thanks 4 being besides me before...even now u are far away my pray is always with u....i know u such a good guys but sometimes u are little bit 'ego'.....hope tat u will happy....

menanti PINTU yang tertutup......

Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui insan yang betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang telah pun dibukakan untuk kita sedia ternanti di hadapan kita. Sehingga pada satu ketika pintu yang terbuka itu tertutup barulah kita tersedar dari mimpi yang telah membuai kita sebelum ini dan di ketika itu lah baru kita sedar dan terjaga dari fantasi.

"Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Kebahagiaan tidak boleh dikecapi dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam. Tetapi untuk melupakannya mengambil masa yang lama dan ketabahaan yang tinggi".

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, and hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

sorry for making u hurt......


im so sorry if i had hurting u....i really dont mean it....just wanna u to let me go...i just wanna see u happy wif others girls tat can be good to u.....u deserve to get better then me.....so sorry coz im asking u to let me go last night....i really dont mean it to make u worried one whole day until u cant sleep....so sorry dear.....i'll do it for u and me so tat in future we will not getng hurt anymore....its to early for us, better we know each others first as a friends...there was long way to go among us....i knew it u are such a good enough for me....im so so so sorry.....hope tat my apologize will be accepted....

"thanks 4 ur careing,4 ur concern and 4 all ur love to me..."

Saturday, November 7, 2009

negeri 9 V.S kelantan

fuhh wat a hot game between kelantan and negeri9....kelantan dapat pecahkan 'telur' melalui tendangan penalti dari indra putra...hmm aku tertarik sgt dengan skill dan trick dia untuk memboloskan bola dari pihak lawan....hrmm him quite a good player among others on team.....tapi incident yang aku paling benci adalah 'protes' dari penyokong2....aku x faham kenapa dalam dunia yang makin maju sekarang ni masih ada manusia lagi yang bertindak tanpa menggunakan akal fikiran.....hmmm pemain yang main teruk2 korang yang lebih....eh hello wake-up plzzzzzzzzzz!!!!players ok jer kowg melebih.....

tapi apa pun negeri9 menang....yey!3-1 la....good job....last zaquan adha yg sumbangkan gol terakhir utk team negeri9 melalui sepakan penalti...good job man!!!!apa2 pun back to basic la....penyokong2 should give them support bkn la menambahkan lagi masalah during the game....

p/s: belajar la menerima kekalahan seadanya....bukan semua yang kita nak akan dapat....bukan semua yang kita target akan tercapai...kita sebagai manusia harus belajar menerima dengan hati yang redha.....

stressfull week!!!!!!!


there was too many assgmnt, too many mini project and too many personal matter tat make me stress full.........im trying to run away from felling bad as tis but no matter what the problem is love to come near to me and keeping follow me thru.......hrmmm i dont know what else should i do 2 run away from tis situation........i hate him so much.....he really make me hurt...i dont know y should he doing tis to me....hope tat u will statisfied with what u done!!!keep it up!!!!!

there was 3 weeks to go before final...so there's a lot of work tat i have to done and one more final project to go before i done my dip tis disember (hope so).....hope tat the last final project will be successfull.....and U???i will throw away u out of my mind!!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

biar KESAKITAN terus menghantui ku.........

kata orang biarlah kesakitan itu berlalu dan pergi meninggalkan kita....cuba bina kebahagiaan dari kesakitan yang lalu.....but 4 me its not true.....sometimes i'll try to start a new life with no more painfull....tp kadang kala apa yang kita inginkan x dapat....not our plan will be success as we expect b efore....biar la kesakitan demi kesakitan terus menemani hidup2 aku sepanjan perjalanan aku asalkan kesakitan ini dapat membahagiakan orang lain....

setiap kesakitan pasti terubat cuma masa yang akan mengubatinya....so 4 me let it flow and i know one day i'll get the happiest.....aku cuba mulakan hidup baru dengan babak kehidupan yang baru tp aku masih takut dengan bayang2 aku sendiri...adakah kesakitan yang lama menghantui aku....so aku cuba berfikir in postive way to wake up and keeping moveing.....adakan babak baru ini akan memberi sinar kebahagiaan in future???aku sendiri x der jawapannya....

Friday, October 30, 2009

how to know u in L>O>V>E

even until this moment the memory still stick into my mind it will not make me down


sometimes we are confuse with our self.......its it love or just u need someone tat can make u feel appy or someone tat can hear any words from u.....i dont want to hurt anyone around me but as a small human tat live in a big earth, i cant run from doing mistake.....i dont even know tat the desicion tat i make is true or not.....but im trying to not hurting anyone but the feeling twice to me....im the one tat feel someting wrong in my life........huh!oh god!!!pls make me strong to go on wif my journey tat im also know what was the end of my journey.......

maybe happiest and maybe sadness....no matter what is it we have to go through any unexpecting in our life......so when im fall down im going to get up even it's really make me hurt....


LOVE IS NOT A FEELING - IT IS AN ACT OF YOUR WILL! And if it is God's plan for you... all the better! You will have absolute peace in your heart!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

unhappiest 'bIRth"

its 1.35 a.m and im still cant close my eyes at all.....it make me feel guilty....y should i have to feel all this...did i waiting 4 someting tat would not be happen again???waiting 4 the text that would not be happen???i dont know what should i do....should be it must be the best birthday coz it been's 4 20 years old(sweet 20's)....but sadly i can't feel it.....

it's dont bring me any meaningfull in my life.....this is the worse besday tat i had to accept 4 my 20's years old.....sounds tat im really unhappy wif my besday....oh god!!!!!!!pls make me strong to carry out all this......

p/s: No surprise from him anymore....no more cakes anymore...no more speciall present anymore....it makes me miss all those thing tat i had before.....it will be stick on my mind 4ever and ever....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

erti secawan "ais krim"



Secawan aiskrim....kalau dilihat dengan mata kasar ia hanyalah secawan ais krim yang tidak membawa apa2 maknanya yang tersendiri....but in my life it will be the memoriable memories tat hard 4 me to 4 get it xpecially in a short time......ais krim ini dihias cantik sehingga rasa untuk menjamahnya hilang kerana rupanya yang indah dengan campuran buah2an yang akan menaikan lagi kenikmatan aiskrim tersebut.....begitu jugalah aku yang cuba sedaya upaya untuk menjaga, membajai dan menghiasi hubungan dan kasih syg yang ada dalam diri aku terhadap orang2 yang aku sayangi....tetapi adakah segala usaha aku itu dihargai ataupun sekadar untuk tatapan sedangkan aku masih menanti2 untuk merasai juga kenikmatan yang aku dambakan itu....

setiap insan mendambakan kebahagiaan yg berpanjangan....begitu juga aku...tetapi semakin aku cuba untuk mencari kebahagian itu semakin jauh rasanya untuk aku mendapatkannya.....aku terus berjalan dan terus mencari dengan harapan sinar kebahagiaan yang aku cari itu akan muncul di celah2 kegelapan yang terpaksa aku tempuhi.....its hard to get what we dream before but its not hard to get it if we keeping going and keeping trying.....

kini orang yg aku sayangi semakin jauh dr hidup aku....adakah salah aku???pengorbanan aku dihargai atau tidak tak perlu dipersoalkan tetapi semakin hari aku rasa orang2 yg aku sayangi dan aku perlukan semakin jauh.....pergi meninggalkan aku tanpa sebarang hala tuju....its tat fair to me???im looking 4 happinest not 4 luxury or anyting.....y its it so hard to me to get it???

kini aku cuba untuk berdiri sendiri lagi....without anyone i have to go thru 4 the future.....mmg sukar tetapi aku mohon diberikan sedikit kekuatan untuk aku laluinya lagi....aku x lupa pesanan dari mama "mama tahu anak mama kuat".....akan aku pegang kata2 itu walau sepahit mana pun dugaan yg datang.....love u a lot mama....thnks coz always put ur self in my situation and always be the good supportive to me....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

'appy' weekend & 'upsad' weekend

4 the 1st time bancuh teh & dpt pujian.....

what a mix feeling during tis weekend....its been fun but still gonna feel sad and stressfull....
i dont know y????feel that weekend ni aku rasa very stressfull but there is still have someting special in this weekend....ermmm

bkn sume owg akan bahagia bila tgk kebahagiaan owg lain....malah ada sesetngahnya sakit dan cuba utk menjatuhkan kerana tidak suka tgk kebahagiaan owg lain...aku x faham kenapa perlu ada rasa mcm 2 dalam diri manusia yg dicipta oleh Allha s.w.t yg telah dianugerahkan dengan akal dan perasaan....sukar sekali untuk mendapat dan mencari kebahagiaan dan mudah sekali untuk mendapat kehancuran dan kesakitan.....apa pun its depends to person who tat chossen to carry the assumption...did they strong to get thru or just give up without trying to do something....

at the moment im still waiting someone will bring me 2 the happinest....still searching the way to go thru....but its make me to be strong and keeping trying....hurmm its really hard but once we get it we will feel statisfied with whattat we have be done before....tis weekends memberi aku satu kekuatan untuk memulakan perjalanan yg baru.....mmg agak sukar tapi aku yakin aku mampu laluinya....tima kasih kepada org yg telah bnyk memberi kekuatan kepada aku dan semangat untuk aku memulakan perjalanan yg baru ini.....semoga kehadiran mu di samping ku akan memberi kekuatan dan kebahagiaan yg aku cari2 selama ini.....

dgn segala bebanan dan tekanan yg aku lalui aku telah menghabiskan weekends aku dgn aktiviti yg begitu padat....hang out 2 find happinest outside there.....its really make me feel good then before....i'll be more confident then before.....walaupun ada perkara besar yg x diduga telah berlaku dlm hidup aku tapi aku berjaya menepisnya dari menjatuhkan semangat aku.......


p/s: thanks mama,abah,baby,abang & hanie azafizie....owe have behind me in any situation no matter what.....love u allllll....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

cinta v.s luka

"Antara cinta yang telah berlalu dengan cinta yang sedang menanti kita sentiasa cenderung untuk mengabaikan cinta yang berada jelas di mata dan sering mengharap dan menoleh kepada cinta yang telah berlalu jauh meninggalkan kita."

"Kadang-kadang bila kita sudah memiliki sebuah cinta kita terlupa yang cinta itu masih perlu sentiasa dipupuk dan dibajai dengan kasih sayang. Kita terlalu yakin kita akan memiliki cinta itu sampai bila-bila pun. Apabila segalanya berakhir barulah kita akan menyedari kesilapan yang kita telah lakukan. Dan malangnya kesedaran itu sentiasa datang terlambat"

sounds like it is really true....bila kita dah dpt cinta mudah sgt utk kita abaikan kerana kita menganggap ia telah pun menjadi milik kita dan kita tidak akan membajainya dengan kasih syg lagi....ermm y this happen??adakah kerana manusia sendiri yg tidak tahu untuk menghargai antara satu sama lain ataupun kerana manusia itu mmg tidak pernah cukup dengan apa yg telah mereka miliki???

aku pun x pasti...tp apa yg pasti kehidupan aku skrg lebih bermakna....sekarang aku rasa sangat dihargai even in a short meet.....pertemuan yang x diduga without any motif make us to know each others nearly and make a a new book in our life.....i'll never think so it will bring something tat i never imagine so.....

p/s : hargailah insan yang menyayangi mu sementara dia masih menyayangimu dan jangan menyesal sekiranya apabila satu hari nanti ia pergi meninggalkanmu....

Monday, October 19, 2009

meaningfull of "o.R.e.O"


Kehadiran cintamu
Menyinari hidupku

Kehangat cintamu
Mengubati sepiku
Kelembutan hatimu Mengubati lukaku
Kedamaian hatimu Menyinari hidupku

Belaian manjamu

Penawar resahku

Keluhuran hatimu

Hanya kau kekasihku

Keagungan cintamu

Bersama impianku
Untuk hidup bersama Sehingga keakhirnya

Makin membara
Api cintaku

Kaulah yang satu Kaulah cintaku
Tak mungkin lagi Berubah hati
Cinta yang suci Cinta abadi


it's really meaningful to me....hope tat the happiest will come true on my life....im really getting tired with hurting...hmm hope tat it will be a good begining tat full of happiest......thanks a lot 4 being a part of my life.....at least it will make me appy even in a short time....

Saturday, October 17, 2009

kehidupan & kegagalan

kebahagiaan dan kesakitan pasti hadir in our single life no matter we want it happen or not.....ia dtg berganti2.....satu demi satu pengalaman aku lalui.....semakin panjang waktu beredar semakin byk yang perlu aku lalui x kira pahit atau manis i have to fate it......kita sendiri tidak pasti how long we are going and how far tat we can go......tp yg pasti semakin hari kita semakin kenal erti kehidupan....

sedar atau tidak ada perkara yang akan datang dan pergi dalam diri kita cuma kita sebagai manusia yang leka tidak pernah untuk menyedarinya....aku masih lagi mencari jalan untuk aku sampai kepada destinasi ku....ermm IMPIAN@ 'DESTINY'....sume org ada dan semua orang ingin kecapi nya....begitu juga aku yang tidak boleh lari dari keinginan itu....

tanpa aku sedari satu kebahagiaan telah muncul semula dalam hidup ku....tapi aku x pasti adakah untuk sementara atau selamanya....does it would give a memoriable 4 me or something tat i never expected before.....aku seperti takut dengan bayang2 sendiri....mungkin kah kerana aku masih tidak yakin dengan ketentuan illahi???hummm.....kebahagian yang aku kecapi sering kali merentap dalam diri aku untuk pergi....ia seolah-olah datang hanya sebagai satu persinggahan.....seringkali kebahagiaan itu datang ia kan pergi dengan meninggalkan kesakitan yang sungguh menyakitkan....mungkin kerana ujian ini sebagai salah satu cara untuk aku keep it moveing and moveing.....

p/s :kehidupan ini tidak menjanjikan kebahagiaan sepanjang masa....kadangkala manusia diasak dengan pelbagai dugaan dan ujian....sekiranya lemah, kita akan terus hanyut mengikut kata hati dan tidak berusaha mencari penyelesaian untuk menyelamatkan diri dan keadaan....bukan melarikan diri itu adalah cara dari melepaskan kesakitan tetapi menghadapinya.....

kIckeR's tEam

sweet memories

here u are DSK team there's are involve in 'karnival sukan PTSS' last wednesday.....we are having the game at dynamic futsal pauh around 9p.m.....there's lot of fun....what a surprise tat our team a choosen to final.....huhu...im as a striker for our team are really proud wif all of u guy's....i knew it tat u guy's can do it!!!yeaahhh.....

first round we are fighting with DNS group we draw 1-1...then we going to semifinal fighting with 'jelawang' group suddenly we wont for panalti 2-0.......for the final we are lose with JRV team with 3-0......but no matter what we are still the winner.....even 4 a second place.....we are doing the best for this game without any planning.....we just practice 1day before the game but we still going to final.....

from this game i can see that our relationship be closer then before.....so its really give a good experience for me.....hope that it will go on till the last day we at here....by the way our team name is "KICKER'S"......thanks to qmart and mr.bintang 4 the lucky name.....hehe....even we are secretary courses that people only think tat we are only obses to fashion there u are our team try to broke the persepsy that we also active in sport.....hahaha......


p/s: thanks a lot 4 those people that support our team and give some tips or stratergy 4 the game especially our first 'coarch' eppy team, kiko a.k.a hanie team, wan and others people that i 4get to mention their name(so sorry)....



Friday, October 9, 2009

oPss mY keY.....

here we go....even the key was broken tat will not be any reason for us to smileeeee...

oh my god!!!!

oopss i dont know what was really happen to me today until my room key has been broken...
hmmm dont think so that im a vandalism person....its sound funny...all of my friends are laughing at me....they dont even believe tat i can make it happen....hmmm no comment....

so i had to report bout tis cases to the 'warden'.....then straightly im, k.raha and dala go to warden offiece.....when we reach at there sadly to hear when ustaz yaser say tis dialogue to us :

'erm warden sume x der kamu kena 2ggu samapi kol 3......saya x tau nak repair ni so kamu kena 2ggu juga la...'

oh my god!!!it's about more then 3 hours we are waiting infront of warden offices....there nothing else that we can go so even we are happy or not we have too.....hmm its really a bad day....becoz there still another class on 3 p.m......so we decide to seattle this matter today becoz 2morrow is public holiday either we had to stay at our friends room for 3 days.....to en. shabri our lecturer we are so sorry 4 missing ur classes 2 day....thanks a lot 4 giveing us an excuses 4 enter ur class 2day....

Thursday, October 8, 2009

5 tips membina sikap POSITIF...

1. Jangkakan Kejayaan

Jangkakan kejayaan anda dan jangan sesekali jangka akan kegagalan kerana 90% daripada jangkaan kita akan menjadi kenyataan.....Cuba dambarkan erti kejayaan dan jika perlu cuba ubah untuk menjadi lebih baik.....

2. Lakonkan Watak Orang Cemerlang

Cuba berlakon untuk menjadi orang cemerlang dan praktikan.....insyallah lama kelamaan lakonan tersebut akan sebati dalam diri dan jiwa kita....apabila kita dah biasa dengan lakonan tersebut kita akan mendapat perubahan yang sebenar kerana telah terbiasa dengan lakonan tersebut.....

3. Kawan Dengan Orang Berjaya

Pilih kawan yang bersikap positif dan berjaya kerana ia akan mempengaruhi anda dalam kehidupan sehari-harian.....'berkawanlah dengan mereka yang berjaya dan belajarlah dari mereka untuk berjaya'.....

4. Kejayaan Silam Membarai Diri

Fikirkan semula kejayaan silam anda yang lalu tidak kira lah sama ada kecik atau pun besar kerana dengan kejayaan tersebut ia akan memberi semangat dan mood yang lebih baik dalam diri anda......kejayaan yang lepas adalah satu motivasi yang paling baik utnuk seseorg individu....

5. Fokus Kepada Apa Yang Anda Mahukan

Letakkan 'target' sebenar anda selepas ini.....adakah anda rasa cukup dengan pencapaian anda selepas ini???ermmk tepuk dada tanya selera.....untuk menjadi individu yang berjaya, anda perlu lah fokus kepada apa yang anda mahukan dan apa yang anda inginkan dalam hidup....pastikan apa yang anda mahukan itu tercapai dengan penuh tekad dan fokus....insyallh kita akan dpt kecepi kenikmatannya.....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

unexpected!!!

For about 2 sem(it's going about 1 year) i had never talk to my roomate when i was in semester 1before....there has some crisis between us....just becoz one stupid reason...aha, what a surprise suddenly she text me on eid to wish appy ramadhan eid....ermm ok i thought its just a first and last text from she.....but,

suddenly she text me just now??y ha??pelik gak....she ask me about date of nex semester...how do i know....she know tat im in last semester so y should ask me???there must be something wrong...'ada udang sebalik batu'.....first text,

emma chat??kawan2 sume ok ker?mcm mana dgn kawan bilik?x der masaalah ker???

something was cross in my mind....hmmm theres must be something tat she wanna to say...
oh god!!!she still the same, never ever try to changed....little bit surprise bila dia ungkit past story about our crisis before....y ha dia nak ungkit blk??im trying to asking my self....i thought one day she will change.....as a friends aku hanya mampu doakan dia saja.....as a friends of course i love all my friends a lot....apa yg dia buat kat aku sebelum ni aku x simpan pun dlm hati...
im just let it go....aku anggap 2 sume hanya salah faham....aku x nak ingt dah....dah lama aku maafkan dia....tp the one things tat i proud to she is when she know her mistake and sekurang-kurangnya dia tahu untuk minta maafkan kat aku....of course aku akan 4give it....aku pun manusia biasa x leh lari dari melakukan kesilapan....

no matter what our friendship will be go on till the end no matter what....let we start a new book of our story....keep it our memories as the best memories among others.....for others friends pls don break the memories that we keep before...make our friendship keeping going till the end.... hmmmm...love u guys a lot....

BUAT MU TEMAN

Janganlah kita memandang rendah erti persahabatan, kerana dalam hidup ini kita tidak mampu melangkah seorang diri tanpa seorang sahabat.

Orang yang suka mengkhianati teman sendiri adalah ibarat binatang yang suka memakan bangkai. Bertambah busuk bangkai bertambah pula seleranya

Teman yang banyak boleh diibaratkan seperti pasir pasir di pantai tetapi teman yang satu adalah mutiara di antara pasir pasir itu.

Teman ketawa bagaikan air di daun keladi walau tercurah tak berkesan. Tapi sahabat sejati bagai air lalu walau dicincang ia tak mungkin kan putus.

Bersahabatlah dengan hatimu terlebih dahulu daripada bersahabat dengan orang lain.

Musuhmu adalah sahabatmu yang akrab.

Persahabatan yang begitu erat punya pengertian yang dalam bagi kita yang menghargainya

Tidaklah kita dapat mengenal oranglain melainkan dengan 3 waktu.Tidak dapat diketahui adakan seorang itu pemaaf melainkan ketika dia marah. Tidak dapat dikenal seorang itu berani melainkan pada waktu berjuang. Tidak dapat dikenal sahabat melainkan waktu kesusahan.

Dua sahabat yang sejati akan selari dalam apa jua bidang yang diceburi, dan saling memahami antara mereka.

Terlalu sukar menjalin persahabatan kerana ia adalah pertautan hati bukan pertautan fikiran, lebih-lebih lagi bukan hubungan kebendaan semata.

Persahabatan yang akrab tidak akan dapat dipisahkan melainkan dengan kematian.

Bertemanlah dengan orang yang suka membela kebenaran.
Dialah hiasan dikala kamu senang dan perisai diwaktu kamu susah.

Seorang sahabat adalah yang dapat mendengarkan lagu didalam hatimu dan akan menyanyikan kembali tatkala kau lupa akan bait-baitnya.

Sahabat adalah anugerah Tuhan untuk menjaga kita
Rasa hormat tidak selalu membawa kepada persahabatan,
tapi jangan pernah menyesal untuk bertemu dengan orang lain tetapi menyesallah jika orang itu menyesal bertemu dengan kamu.

Kamu tidak akan pernah memiliki seorang teman,
jika kamu mengharapkan seseorang tanpa kesalahan
kerana semua manusia itu baik kalau kamu dapat melihat kebaikannya dan menyenangkan kalau kamu dapat melihat keunikannya. Tetapi semua manusia itu akan buruk dan membosankan kalau kamu tidak dapat melihat keduanya.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

rEzeKi

hmm minggu yg membosankan.....class sume x der....makin bertambah la penyakit malas menular dalam diri....keje bertimbun2.....class ganti pasit menanti......semoga allah memberi kekuatan utk menghabiskan sem 4 ni.....

apa yg aku cari dlm hidup ni masih samar....aku sendiri tak pasti apa yg aku inginkan dalam hidup aku....hmmm....anyaway bt masa singkat ni hanya nak abiskan my study then fine some job tat can be some of my carrire.....hmm, x sabarnya nak keje then i can buy anythng to mama....

setelah aku baca kisah ustaz yang kehilangan ibu tercinta aku x dapat bayang kan mcm mana keadaan aku kalau di tempat ustaz....aku mohon semoga aku diberi kekuatan seperti ustaz.....

"Sebelum DIA memberi kesenangan kepada manusia, DIA berikan dulu kesusahan dan kerumitan. Semakin besar kesusahan itu, semakin besar kesenangan yang bersembunyi di belakangnya. Cuma kita perlu berusaha mencari kesenangan dan sabar menghadapi kesusahan. Jadi kita perlu banyakkan berdoa."

Sunday, September 6, 2009

appy aniversary!!!

its been 2 years!!!!alhamdullillah, x sangka akhirnya aku dapat juga pertahankan tali pertunangan aku dan ammar walaupun byk dugaan sepanjang bergelar 'darah manis'....byk suka duka kami bersama....pahit getir kami lalui bersama....bukan mudah utk bergelar 2nang sesorg dikala dia di ufuk barat aku di ufuk timur....aku bersyukur walau apa pun dugaan yg dtg menghampiri kami keluarga x pernah putus asa dlm memberi nasihat dan tunjuk ajar....malah menjadi tempat kami untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri sebelum kami menempuh ke alam lain....

insyallah dgn izin allah aku nak segera tamatkan pertalian ini kepada ikatan yg lebih sah....aku rasa aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk perbaiki diri aku spya dpt menjadi insan yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya....2nang ku, terima kasih kerana sudi terima aku apa adanya....aku ingin buktikan yg aku akan jadi seorg isteri yg soleh....insyllh....tiada manusia yg diciptanya sempurna tp sebagai hambanya aku akan cuba mencari 'kesempurnaan' di dalam hidup ku.....

terlalu byk liku yg aku lalui...tp semua 2 aku tempuhi juga sehingga aku dapat rasakan yg aku lebih tabah dari sebelumnya.....sungguh pun kejahilan sebelum ini telah membutakan mata aku tp dgn adanya harapan,nasihat dan bimbingan dr ammar aku dpt lalui hidup dengan lebih bermakna.....masih byk lagi yg perlu aku dan ammar pelajari.....dan kami sedang dan sudah bersedia untuk semua itu.....apa yg kami fikirkan adalah masa depan kami bersama.....kami inginkan yg terbaik di dalam hubungan kami.....

kepada teman-teman yg dikasihi, ku pohon doa kalian agar dipermudahkan segala perancangan kami....aminnn

f.R.i.E.n.d.S



'friends'/'kawan' apa yg blh kita fikirkan dan gambarkan????everyone had their own perspective.....

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy and grace.
And makes the world we live in a better and happier place.


its it true???its not easy as we think....many type of person tat we really dont know at all...
is fun and make a meaningful if we found a true 'friends' but it will be really hurt if we found the wrong person tat we think she/he is a good person before.....so its not easy to get a real 'friends'!!!!

hidup menjadi bermakna dengan KAWAN....hidup tidak lagi bosan dengan adanya KAWAN....kejayaan hidup dapat dicapai dengan adanya KAWAN.....masalah akan selesai dengan bantuan KAWAN....kedukaan dikongsi bersama KAWAN....tapi kadang-kala KAWAN akan menjadi LAWAN!!!!kawan x kan nampak pengorbanan kita kalau dia bukan seorang kawan yg menyayangi kawan nya...kawan akan anggap kita org luar kalau dia x pernah bersyukur dengan apa yg telah kita lakukan utk dirinya....kawan akan caci kawannya jika dia x pernah tahu erti nilai persahabatan.....dan kawan akan lupa segala kenangan terindah yg telah terjalin jika dia tidak tahu untk menghargai kawannya....

If you have even one true friend, consider yourself blessed......Remember, all best friends are friends, but not all friends can be best friends.....try to appreciate people and try to be grateful with any type of ur friends.one day the true friends will come to u without hopeing who u ar and without expect something from u......

RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH WAHAI SAHABAT

Sunday, August 23, 2009

fAte!!!


i dont know y should i had to fell all kind of this problem....what tat i need in my life is to be appy at all without had any problem or sadness....but this is the fate either u like it or not we had to be strong to take it........fuh...sometimes i fell is really hard for me to go on with long life anymore.....did i can received it with a open heart or just being sadness and stressful all the time...i dont have the answer but i had 2 be strong.........

Allah s.w.t akan menguji setiap hambanya....itu maknanya allah sayagkan hambanya....terpulang lah kepada hambanya sendiri untuk menganggap nya sebagai ujian atau pun apa saja......tapi sebagai hambanya yang hina kadang kala dugaan demi dugaan yang diterima dirasakan begitu pahit....but sometimes i fell tat i deserve to get all tis....mungkin dengan dugaan demi dugaan dan ujian demi ujian sedikit sebanyak dapat mengampunkan dosa hambanya yang jahil ini....aku redha.....apa yang aku nak aku dapat kekuatan yang hakiki untuk melalui semua ujian ini dengan tenang......

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

oLidaY ooo oLidaY


huhu...here there are im at gunung mat cincang (langkawi).....fuh it was very a wonderful xperiance tat i had before.....it was very fun coz im going with my roomate...it was raha,dayah and met....4 the first im feeling scared to take cabel car.....then when i'll try it it was very amazing place....

we stay at pantai cenang for 3 days 2 night....it was nearer the beach but sadly we naver had enough time to spend the time nearer the beach....huhu(little bit disapointed).....all our time at langkawi spend at shopping complex.....tats y dont had time 2 spend time at beach....

Friday, August 14, 2009

mIssing rEunion




huhu....so sad coz i had missing my reunion from sKbl(sekolah kebangsaan batu lanchang)....
just now they send text 4 remind me bout tat reunion 2morrow at quensbay, penang....
haha...im not going there becoz im going langkawi....actually di 4get about the date...tats y i missing it...to all my bloved friends im so sorry...i dont mean at all....4 sure i'll be meet u all in some others time....hope so.....love u guys....

Thursday, August 13, 2009

bRacess oH bRaCesssss


Dear Dr. Kiew...
so sorry coz missing my apoinment 4 this months......i'll try make it but i have no choice....
huhu....i'll promise 2 make new appointment 4 next months....

tHats it my text(pesanan mesej) untuk dr.gigi ku.....huhu
ni semua gara2 H1N1...pengarah decide tat all student turut dikuarantinkan....kami x dibenarkan pulang dikuatiri membawa masuk virus 2 lak....haha merana aku...aku terpaksa batal kan appoinment aku dgn dr gigi aku....bila gigi aku nak cantik???asyik missing appoinment...tp skrg aku lebih confident dgn gigi ku yang baru....lihatlah.....shineing x????

kAsut tuMit^tIngGi


kasut tumit tinggi yang digayakan oleh setiap student yg bergelar "DSK student"....walaupun pada mata kasarnya ia nya sukar untuk digayakan tapi bagi kami budak2 "DSK" ianya tidak menjadi masaalah...malah ia menjadi simbol keyakinan diri kami....huhu jika diberikan kasut yang flat nescaya melelong lah kami jalan (Huhuh....)

No matter what people say high heels would be a part of my life......
 

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